My princesses

You see, at home i'm the queen and i have two princesses.  But i don't act like a real queen *cried*
it's because i'm all rounder. The wife, the mom, the babysitter, the maid, the secretary for my charity project etc

But being a mom, no matter how sleepy, restless, messy and stinky you are, your kids will look for you, in any situation

Hanna Mikaela (HM)

Last year (2015) at birthday party

my date obsessed with her MLP

she's turning SIX this year, grown up rapidly but still skinny (she's having love hate relationship with heavy food ie : rice, mee, sandwich) or should i say a bit picky eater. School wise, teachers are prepping her for Standard One. So i support by providing any school needs ie : reading books, spelling books etc

Social skills - she have perfect 10. Her english is good which at times i don't even know where she picked up those words. 

Me : Thank you kakak for helping me
HM : Oh anytime mommy 

me : did teacher ask you to bring anything to school esok?
HM : oh yeah
Me : what is it?
HM : urghh, it's kinda silly 
ME : what silly?who is silly? ( i know what the teacher did ask to bring earlier)

i must say she is a fast learner. Kinda sponge who absorb almost everything. But we do put a guide on usage of Youtube/Ipad on what she can and not  and so far she has no problem adhering it. Her BM on spelling& reading has seen improvement..Next is on Eng spelling.
Sometime with sofia, she acted like a big sister. Look after sofia when i'm on shower, sharing Ipad with sofia and watched mickey mouse even can happily play with sofia. i can see that they're sisters bonding are strong (for now and hopefully forever hehe).

Addyn El Sofia(lilpau)

2016 pics

She has another nicknamed at home, anak manja mommy. 
She is very clingy to me or maybe coz she is still breastfeeding? and that made our bonding inseparable (even when im in the toilet, sigh)
 She is One yr 8 mths now. She still with her german language but she can count 1-10, literally. 
I can't even away from her like in 10steps, coz she will ahek2 look for me
She knows how to hug and kiss (sloppy one). Always nak skin-to-skin with me, no matter what. I'm not complaining but sometimes, when i'm all sweat, i just 
need a break. 

Previously, she barely shown her expression, a bit reserved, but now she did. She will wander around and simply approached and touch ppl, but of course my eyes are on her.
And she is a bit lasak, fall down ke, kene marah ke, kene cubit manja, kene gomol camne oun she will just relax, chill, cool.


Both my girls loves water, love Mickey Mouse, kaki jalan and loving. 
HM will kiss us every nite before she goes to bed, while sofia show her love from her act. I am blessed to witness and have such a loving girls. I hope they will stay and carrying on forever. 

sama ke sama? panjang bulumata, satu curled satu straight

Mac 2016

She's walking!! YAY !!

i must be the happiest mom today for witnessing Sofia walked

Yeah like Finally you're walking sofia!!! 

U see, when HM was 1 yr, she walked. But when Sofia turned one and she didn't have the sign of walking, well i was not that worried. Time passes by and i begin to wonder 

'When is this girl gonna start walking?'

i started to Googled and asked around about other babies and it seems that there are babies that a bit late on walking, like at the age of 15mos, 2 yrs and even 2.5yrs (rare). so with that i told myself to just patiently waited for that moment to come

Congrats Sofia. Another milestone unlocked and achieved !!

One of the girls-must-do-this

hellooooooooo
missing me much? or my story (poyo nye)

entry kalini kita terus jump to the latest story before my excitement gone and totally forget about it
Entry pasal july babies pun skipped la dulu nanti update

Both my girls has turned to One (sofia) and Five (HM) respectively, including the ayah turned to 34

so one of the thing that i want HM to do is piercing her ears
i have lotsa earrings for her to try out, so its kinda wasted if i just let it go macam tu je
In fact, i have necklaces, hairbands, handbags (wait till 15yo above i guess lol), makeups and other girls stuff to share la
When i asked her and tell bit of psycho story (haha)  she said yes to get it done

We went to kedai emas kat AMpang POint je and with RM25 with pair of new earrings, it's done

Well she almost wanna cried but after we gave her supports and all sorts of compliments and umpan ice cream, so she calmed and try adjusting herself with something new on her ears

Surprisingly, my mak pun tell me that at the aged of 5yo i did mine. 
So HM ikut mommy la ni :)

Few more weeks to go for Sofia the first

I might just jot down this before my memory loss  strikes again. Lol

Sofia is turning One soon. 

And so far she is the opposite side of HM. 

She is a lil bit quiet and only open to talk if she knows that person or familiar with the surroundings. Even when we were in my mom's house she can played by herself and only showed her smiles and other gestures but with no sound haha

The moment  we stepped into the car she'll start talking

At 9mo she started to show her first teeth. Its the same time as HM and now she still having only two teeth below. 

I hope by the time she turns One she'll be start walking as of now she amateured standing and walking with supports. She even know how to go down from the sofa now, by herself! Where did they learn that? 

I'm glad that HM and her has no problem on bonding issues, as of now.( we never know when she's bigger and how are they gonna behave later- i hope not so frequent arguments otherwise i'll be headache 🙆) they're ok playing together tho the little one talk in her own languange. 

Another milestone that im proud of is that i am still breastfeeding her now. I hope dimurahkan rezeki for sofia and me to achieve the year Two ☺️

A 9th month sofia

Wahhh i've been neglecting my blog for quite sometimes eversince i am a sahm.

Literally the house chores and taking care of sofia plus the cooking has taken up most of my time

Juat gonna share with you an actions of sofia the first in her daily routines

Basically she has lose slight weights haha due to all the crawlings around the house and climbing everywhere she can stand ☺️

The new SAHM in town

the new stay at home mom joining the club ........................................


It's ME :D


Well, its been 8 days since i'm holding this new title. It's not an easy task guys, but i should be proud of my self for managed to handle this *pat my back*
Or maybe it's too early to tell? hahahah whatever la

Maybe to some, (or even myself) was wondering whether is this the right choice i made?
Obviously, for me when it comes to choosing between your career and family, i always choose the family first. Tho the career can give you other satisfaction and money wise, but nothing beats be with your own kids and see them grow right in front of you.
I have to say this is something that beyond my plans, to decide something within...immediately?
Honestly it's been there ever since Sofia on board, plus she's on breastfeed.  I felt that the bonding and love was  extra and more special 


Be positive and go with the flow
Insha Allah all be ok and everyone is happy, especially me





Happy working people!

The homemade food for Sofia

OK since takde cerita apa sangat nak di update
mehla share lagi cerita baby food sofia
gotta admit that at times, i'm trying hard to find any other menu for her so she won't feel bored with the current one. It seems like it's easy to eat but to plan a menu, even for a baby/toddler is not an easy task tau
even dah ada apps Annabel Karamel pun agak blur gak nak plan the menu
nak tengok jugak bahan2 yang ada sesuai ke tak
if not kene adjust mana yang perlu

While in FB, i do joined quote few groups on babyfood 
ie : Solid/Semi solid food for baby, home made baby food for baby and toddler
Home made baby food recipes etc

It's all because of Sofia. To get the ideas of getting the menu and to know what are the do's and don't on some ingredients

So moving forward, here is some of the food i did for Sofia
Oh btw, i had introduced minced meat for Sofia and apparently i need to intro by stages since she had minor constipation after having that -_-

Bf - sofia beef delight
Sc- creamy pasta chic with spinach

BF - sofia beef delight

minced meat, sweet potato, half slice of orange pepper/capsicum, 

unsalted butter

chicken stock

parsley *

onion

sauteed onion with unsalted butter, add in the rest except the *.

 simmer for 10mins and towards the end put in parsley

once cool down, blend all together

SC- creamy pasta chicken w spinach

This is one of Annabel Karamel's recipe. But i adjusted it bit

abc pasta for kids

chicken breast

spinach, corn

grated cheese, chicken stock

unsalted butter

milk

boil the pasta with milk until it cooked

put in unsalted butter and chicken (diced)

add in corn and spinach and bit of chicken stock

cook for 10mins and lastly put grated cheese

once cooked and cool down, blend it

Y- butternut chic
X - butternut carrot w spinach

direct preps : apple, dried apricot and pears together
all steamed, and blend together

Sofia fav's so far beside butternut chic
steamed all sweet potato and pumpkin with bit of chicken & chicken stock and put grated cheese.
then blend all together

I also prepared some that were not in the pictures
ie : beef quinoa with sweet potato and pears & 
bubur nasi with raisins and pumpkin

It's all about the creativity for your kids mommies :D

Sofia reached 8mo

Bila terbaca this article kat page Dr Zubaidi, terus teringat Sofia
Cepatnye Sofia dah reached 8months
day by day i'm missing her more. penangan anak kalini lain macamla than HM, maybe coz i still bf her and i prep her food weekly (yes homemade!)

That article says a mom worried that her 8mo son tak reti meniarap and merangkak
Sofia plak, meniarap reti, duduk pun baru je last week reti dok sendiri. merangkak? 3-4 kedepan then dah. more to mengesot yelah. berat bont or malas dia ni?
According to MIL, sofia ni macam ada potential ikut the ayah. no crawling tetiba dah duduk. Then tetiba dah berdiri then walk. Which ever pun, i hope she still healthy la. lambat or cepat i still will monitor and only pray that's minor prob je. Different baby different milestone. It takes time. So parents kene be alert of all this. If lambat sangat then you'll need to see the paed to get their opinions/concern. 

Every weekend now i am packed cracking my head to prep Sofia's food. I did share on my instagram and Fb too. reason being is to share with other mommies and also as a record for future,  milestone i did for Sofia hence can refresh my memory on that. Tak kiralah bila anak dah berapa pun, sure akan ada memory loss on parenting/weaning/baby..hahah trust me. Such never ending journey

SP - sweet potato w dried apricots
PC - potato w green veges (celery, broccoli, peas) and fish (ikan merah)

with mek esah - 8mo

alhamdulillah such a healthy 8mo 2wks baby

Now sofia love to clap her hands. bangun tido nampak muka kita senyum, no wining crying whatsoever. Then clap hand.  Alhamdulillah both my daughters macam tu, such a happy babies. Senang to handle. Not so fussy eaters pun. HM je start 3yo onwards ni a bit choosy on food. Tu yang badan sekeping je. But look at the parents too la, jenis sekeping gak. So the gene runs in the family i guess. As long she's eating, drinking and healthy i have no reason to be worried

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first time ever, i'm selling something
an instant shawl
This was after i've tried the same material tudung with this plain batch
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Sofia at 7month

Sofia oh Sofia the first!
she really seized my day everyday. with her laughter, cheekiness etc
with all her new milestone and everyday updates from Wan (my MIL)
i am so proud to be your mom and to have you around us

Every baby is different, that's for sure
those similar between HM and Sofia are :

• an easy baby to handle. no fussy. only crying for milk, sleeps, attention  (who doesn't. lol )more to cheerful, smart, friendly baby
• has long eyelashes. but no curles like HM. Super melentik
• i think both suka jalan2. hahaha obviously tiru mak dia ni

Here are some of Sofia milestone from 6mo onwards :

• i have started giving purees to sofia. Towards the daily menus, i noticed she had bit of constipation problem. So i gave more on fruits/veges  to ease that ie : papaya, peaches,  apples, pumpkins, sweet potato etc. But she also has her picky eater habits to certain food ie : broccoli and sweet potato (japanese one yang kaler purple but i so love it, end up to my mouth instead haha).
•  at 7mo i intro her cauliflower (she take it 50-50), banana, blueberries (she has show her rejection also), potato. My routines are every weekend to preps for her 1 week consumption. 
• now she is into crawling. No sign of nak duduk on her own but she can seat (paham dak ayat aku ni?) so now dah into four while goyangkan her body..so cuteeeeee
• her separation anxiety starts at 7mo especially towards me. If in my room, put her on bed and i keluar sekejap je dah merengek. Also pandai nak suruh kita dukung dia whenever she see me
• Alhamdulillah tho i mix FM +BM, my BM supply still kick in and i am still pumping at work. counting for more and hopefully reach 1 year
• She is good on choosing her toys now. Takmau the norm and ordinary toys but the adults one like remote astro, handphone or anything that is colorful that's beyond her daily toys
• it's good to know that she has this sleeping time ( not that i fully trained her but as her guideline) which normally she sleeps between 8-930pm. The latest she 's been is at 11pm! ni jenis kes tahan mata. lately memang selalu tido sendiri coz dok tahan matalah! Tapi on positive side its good so she can be independent sket ( to a 7mo baby? memang aku kiasu -___-)

while at Cherating

starts with pumpkins from BEBJ

7mo 

Other than that i have nothing to complaint. I am so grateful and bless her t=in my life. Obviously she has put her weight, the last one at 5mo was 8kg yang penting she is sihat. Tho sometimes ada sign of flu, so i cepat2 buat garlic oil/socks. Yup dengan sofia ni i have learnt so much that i want only the best and natural for her (every mom wants that obviously). 

VCO (virgin coconut oil) - i use for almost anything on her. i put 2/3 drops in her puree, sapu her kulit for any rashes/allergy/bekas nyamuk gigit and as her moisturize. even if she have nappy rashes i apply that. InsyaAllah in 2 days dah hilang

Purees - i use organic and fresh fruits/veges. and normally beli kat cold storage/jusco or any kedai buah. from her peaches, avocado, banana, papaya. for pumpkins and orange sweet potato and sometimes apple i bought from Babyeatsjustbylixa. A friend that sell homemade food for baby and toddler . They have their own menu and packages. 

Yang best di 2014

Yang pasti 2014 has passed, too many sad news for Malaysia
as for me, i tried to cherished every bit of it. Some of my personal achievements 

• best thing ever, i  conceived Sofia on Nov 2013 and birthed her on 18th July 2014 despite the ups and downs on emotional before that

• Travelling- we managed to Kundasang and KK, Sabah. Genting Highlands, Thistle PD. We don't travel much coz we are waiting for Sofia to arrive.

• HM graduated his JK class and now entering to K1 (5yo), still at Krista Tmn Nirwana

• career wise, i have left MAH & MAHTEC  and now being the Executive Assistant, to the President/Board. Still in hospitality industry. Syukur gaji pun naik, rezeki baby baru

• Berjaya going through one phase where i felt i was been left out. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi kekuatan

• Celebrated Mak's birthday at the Corus Hotel with siblings

• Tho i'm mixing formula milk and my  breast milk for Sofia, but its 70% more on my breast milk. This time i have more knowledge in hand and i tried to bf Sofia as long and as much as i could. This also meant that i bought my first medela swing and the sterile set. I hope i can bf her up to 1 year (at least) and more to come later

• I tried to have a gentle birth while delivering Sofia but i can't, instead went for C-sect with Dr. Roslan. Definitely natural and normal birth is way better. Pray that i can VBAC for my third (will there be? insyaAllah)

• bought the most expensive handbag for myself (reward la for diri sendiri) and its my first Prada

• went through some uneasy things in life related to friends and families, yang pasti every thing happened for a reason. I am being more careful and choosy with my words and with whom should i connected with. It left a small wound in me and i choose to be distanced with them. past is past la

• 2014, again saya tak dapat beraya. In fact, i beraya di hospital Selayang with Sofia admitted due to jaundice. And i berpantang sendiri, quite a challenged tho but with the help of husband especially and mak (came to visit on the weekends), friends we went through it

• bought my own fridge after the old one went KO few weeks before raya came (phiew)

2015, please give me more positive vibes and dipermudahkan segala urusan!!

Update about sofia at 5mo

helloooooooooo
before we ends the 2014, nak update sikit about Sofia
beside than she has grown up chubbyly (alhamdulillah) and beautifullyyyy
at 5mo this week, she has successfully on tummy. Yes, meniarap

before this she had practiced that tapi rasa coz of her heavy bum, she have that difficulty to turn
selalu je tak lepas, sian kekadang tengok. but now, herm..pantang laid her down zzuuppp dah turned
tapi tang tangan tak lepas, still need help hehe

amazingly (why most of my words here got so many 'ly'??)
she is the biggest so far, i mean sihat walafiat la. looking at her both legs made me scared jugak, i mean its like the thigh of KFC, geerraam rasa nak gigit
even anyone who'd met her would say the same thing. Anyhow, i'm just blessed that she is healthy. Tho she consumed 40% FM and the rest on BM, she still sihat

attending kakak HM performance

after all her mengamuk she dozeddd

oh by the way recently she had this habit of throwing her tantrums/mengamuk before she sleep
and like her sister, Sofia ni suka tahan mata. Mata dah ngantuk still terkebil2 tengok kartun/tv

her first swim with us was last Sunday at KK Club. Poor her, almost couldn't fit the pelampung (gosh, at this time i couldn't think of that word in english)..-____-

Its time for Year End Grad at krista

sekejap je setahun berlalu and HM already completed her JK class
haihs, flashback the beginning of her school part, almost 3 months with crying.
Parents kena keras hati if not tak jadi pi sekolah la
Once she settled down, all went smoothly. But of course there's an episode of ponteng skool

Some of the milestone she had now are :

• more talkative - of her surroundings, story teller, sing a song
• more confident on stage while performed
• has a good knowledge on certain : animals, spaceship, senses, basic of Agama/doa, 
• a very good describer on items/such : 
• started to learn her malay vocab by singing, reading book at school
• her weakness in school was writing. She has this lazy habit to write. All nak kena guide. not a good started on this 
• in class, teacher said that she was very helpful towards her friends if they need help

Overall, she is good in class. I noticed that she has improved. Well, what do you expect from a 4yo kid? Just be proud of whatever her achievements, its a bonus to us. She is also has become a good kakak to her Sofia tho sometimes she can be clingy.

So we went to her final concert at MPAJ hall. she is indeed a good performer (cough, like mommy. good in dancing heh)

singing tadpoles song

we came to support kakak HM

dancing a Happy song - Pharrel William

Insya-Allah, 2015 she'll be at Krista again at K1 class. 

Sofia dah 3 bulan

hamboi, cepatnye masa passing by
and my little pau already turned 3mo..and yet to get her injection (kes ayah yang bz benau,, )

I am so bless and thankful for having sofia tho through c-sect
Sofia ni bijak. When she have one week to turn 3, she already trying to lifted her head
padehal awak tu kecik lagi, dah sibuk nak angkat kepala, nak tengok tv and nak kepochi
Tho i'm a bit concerned but i believed that she has her own capabilities
at 2mo plus pun she started to cooing/talking. part of her development as per babycenter
dok gelak sakan and bercakap as if paham what we talk to her

Menyembur air liur tu jangan cakapla . Dengan 2 penumpuk hand masuk mulut, kelecup kelocop bunyi everytime she sucks her hand. But whenever there's a times that i need to cut her fingernails, i treat her like her sister HM, she sit on my lap, bagi tengok tv as distraction and i will hold her fingers and do the nail clipping. sangat bijak bagi kerjasama :)

I think she's passed 7kg now. Alhamdulillah such a chubby pau
She gets everyone attention especially my friends/relative who gets her update via my FB
memang pipi pau sungguh. Growing beautifully and healthier from my 90% ebm. 
Moga Allah melimpahkan lagi rezeki for her to continue breastfeeding and i will happily feeding her

2mo plus

3months

2mo plus when i was a temp SAHM, w her gedik sister HM

The End of my 7years with MAH & MAHTEC

I started my October with last day of working at the Malaysian Association of Hotels &

Malaysian Association of Hotels Training and Education Centre (MAHTEC Sdn. Bhd)

7 YEARS oi!! the longest company i've worked with

Begin with only 2 staffs at MAHTEC and now it has become well known in the hotel industry

So many ups and downs working here. So many fond memories i've had, and all the bitter-sweet too. Arguments, crisis management, tears, laughed and almost everything i have learned here. I am proud of myself for all this experiences

I was given so many chances and experiences to travel to almost every states in Malaysia and ASEAN countries and visited so many fantastic hotels. I've met so many fabulous hoteliers who have passion in their career and in hospitality industry. That is part of the valuable moments 

But i have to decide something good for my life and career for becoming a better person

Sooner or later i have to bid farewell to my fellow colleagues who has been a good officemates. For their support, team work, gossiping sesh, punching bags moment etc

It'll always be in my thoughts!

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~Flavia Weedn,

Yak di toilet, Yay!

hahahhaha
topic sangat tak senonoh
but this is another milestone from Hanna Mikaela

All this while, she is diaper-less since turning into 3yo last year
pee di toilet and malam no pore pee
but only yak je she failed to diaper-less. and so we both parents tak nak push her hard for that
so we are a bit soft hearted' and let her poo with diapers on. Hanna ni ada satu pe'el where suka yak di tempat yang tersorok. Bawah mejalah, blakang pintu, belakang sofa..you name it
But we still remind her that if she manage to poo at the toilet we will reward her with any toy/s that she wants
so time passes

Once she turned into 4yo last July,i decided that it is the time for her to poo at toilet
So i hide her diapers dalam almari and told her "pampers dah habis, Hanna kena yak kat toilet"
and her ayah keep on persuade and coaxed her to go toilet everytime she sakit perut and feel like to yak
and tah cemana, one day tuh she suddenly volunteer to go toilet and yak
so its not that hard after all hahah (yeah, we have to wait till she's 4yo for this)
eventho it sounded kinda bit late, but we're still proud of her for making this effort
There's a time that i felt worried thinking about this but now can tarik nafas lega
mommy being paranoid as usual :p

and so ayah kept his promised to Hanna and bought her a Fluttershy pony at Toys R us
she is so happy that she's finally collecting another pony to be together with her other collections

PS :
Selamat Hari Merdeka yang ke 57th Malaysia
Tho i liket o travel around but nothing beats being in here and proud to be a Malaysian!
(despite all the nonsense politics issues, sometimes)

what? 3 yr 9mo now

time flies so so fast till i loose track of HM's age (hate to counting the months, unlike us adults when ppl asking what's your age and you just answer "17/25/40yo" )

so babycenter sent a reminder that HM is 3y 9mo today and in few months she'll turn to 4 and becoming a big girl (pray that her adik due date is same with her, 21 July hehe)

It's reaching to the first term of school too, where's the school holiday is started, like esok!
i don't really have a plan for her throughout this time break as her ayah will be away for a cruise, i'll be working but soon after that we'll be on holiday mode. ngeeee

Tho for a 3months HM has been in the kindy but i can see some development and milestone. Tho tak complete sentences but now she knows how to recite doa makan (yang berterabur tu) and we will said amin :D . she recognizes numbers and alphabet (before this more to hafal je) . She can also remembered all her teachers & friends name. The name that i used to hear is Aiman Shazwan (teacher said this boy like her. lol), kaisara, danish etc
Started to talked like an adult now, ayat tah panjang beno but still ada up and down
I didn't expect my girl to be so clever in a second but more for her to enjoy her times with friends plus gaining something new. I don't really agree the idea of competing my child with others as each kid has their own talents. So just enjoy the moment together

Soon she'll becoming a big kakak and hope she will stay to be a good one to all of us

HM survived in her own room!

such a big milestone for all of us especially HM (aged 3yr 9mo)
a day delayed  will never stop me on sharing this

as most of ya'll know that i am preggy with the 2nd baby
so the plan of to train HM sleep at her own room, stop diaper for poop etc
 are there , just a matter of time to execute it
so eventually we had our dinner at pizza hut after work with HM along
and and and Jusco is having sale for short term (till 6apr) and i saw there's a sale on bedsheets, pillows and other beddings items

well, women and sale are hardly separated teheee
with the thoughts of just checking out on what's best so i saw this 70% & 50% signs here and there *eyes rolling*
then i grab Akemi pillow, powerpuff bedsheets for HM (she chose it), some stationeries, plain Akemi pillowcase for me and total were only RM70+. not bad ey *ayat sedapkan hati*

back home with full tummy, HM pestered me to change the current bedsheet in her room onto the powerpuff's. So i am dragging myself & tummy doing all that at about 10pm+
frankly, i have this plan of decorating her room to prepare  for the sleep separation but i must find time to go Ikea for that
HM, being such easy kid to handle with don't care about that and happy with her powerpuff bedsheet so far and willingly to sleep there. and tadaaa, she survived her first night with a lil adjustment i did to put my hall Ikea lamp into her room.
i have the idea of some decorating & finding the right furnitures/items for her room, thanks to Pinterest for  it and soon i will complete that

Sorry no picture in here yet as i preferred the real HM's room rather than just halfway done
so i wonder when will that be -____-

Carpal Tunnel Syndrom

dugaan lagi during pregnant!
after i was tested with my skin itchiness at both of my legs (at betis precisely) now it has calmed down
my ubat are only moogoo cream during night time and applied vco at daytime
beside than taking the normal obimin pluz + vit c, tu jelah my rutin
takut nak guna or makan any benda yang pelik2 especially when ur preggy, so back to naturalist gituh

and then later on, i have this feeling of numbness on my left hand
it starts with just mild, then one day tu while eating, the berdenyut feeling getting tense
tried to urut2 and pukul2 sket  tak jalan
till on monday, i have to go to clinic, fetched by hubby as i don't feel anything. numb
i get worried due to maybe nerves prob etc
while doc didn't say anything and just prescribed me with pain killers? i dont eat it anyway as coz i tried not to take pain killers while i'm in pain, including if i'm in menstrual pain

after had a WhatsApp chat with my group of mummies, they said it could be the
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. click here according to Wiki
its also known as common for pregnant mom. To some it will gone once you delivered your baby and some it lasts. In which by that time, it's time for you to get a serious check with your doc. This can be solved

 and 4mo to go now. Phew i can do this!

Hello 2014

Happy new Year 2014!

Nothing to shout about on my new year's celebration as usual, as aged catching up i'd prefer just stay at home watching the fireworks from tv or my balcony (neighbours baik hati buat fireworks)
plus i am this lazy bum syndrome ever since i had this 2nd pregnancy. i had this lazy ass attitude for going to work, cooking, cleaning up, shower (smelly me) and all i wanted to do is just laying around and watch tv and makan non stop
not forget that i have this acid reflux and gastric attacked which made me vomit (its just so irritating) and what to eat thinking has become my biggest problem now.
if lambat makan mulala perut lapar and vomit again. uh-uh

beside that, my 3.5 HM toddler has started her playschool this year.
the first two days witnessed by me and hubby we sent her off for orientation and there's no problem at all
its all started when the real days and full force school starts and its just only me sending her off while ayah drive other car. (her kindy is about 5mins from my office)
the drama started when the car reached the main gate of the school

HM " oh i wanna sleep"
me " eh cannot dah sampai skool, kata nak main slide and toys with friends"
HM- while pakai kasut dgn malasnye " nak mummy dukung"
me " i cannot coz mummy tak larat, semua kawan walk to skool and so do u, lets go"

depan pintu skola, lepas bukak kasut and socks, suddenly she kepit my leg dengan muka cebik and bergenangan air mata
"taknak skool, nak balik umah zoo (my house)", "eh cannotla kan dah promise nak play at skool with kawan, shame2 semua kawan tak nangis cam Hanna, mummy nak gi work, nanti ptg mummy ambik"

and she cried but yg sedih punya not meraung

coaxed her about 10mins then i started to malas nak layan dah (mummy hati kering, blame the hormones. hehe)

then i handover her to teacher and i went off

well, i am not being cruel but that's the way it should be. the more you're stuck in front of their face, the more gedik they become coz i know that she's just sedih to letting me go and she'll be fine after a while and yes that's proved. when i picked her later after work, teacher reported that she's ok, sing and played with others as long as they don't mentioned my name or asking about me. LOL

so drama queen. but i am so thankful that actually she is so easy to handle. no hassle and drama to woke her up, she's very cheerful kinda girl.

and last monday, marked that i have past my 1st trimester (as per baby centre. lol too lazy to keep track for the 2nd one) and with that i hope that all the morning sickness will gone and let me play dressing up, make up, socialising as usual. i miss that and having a normal tummy every morning without me worrying that i might be getting gastric everyday and vomiting too