Polaroid everyday till the day he died

while i was online kat twitter, an ade share one link ni

this guy took his pictures with Polaroids camera for 18 years, from 1979-1997

actually tak banyak descriptions pun on his pictures, but by viewing it for that 18 years tu, korang bleh evaluate sendiri how's his life . He died due to cancer kot. Sedih gak. But at least his friends ada something to keep as a memories.

more details, link here

if korang nak tengok all hs pictures from 1979-1997, click here

Terima kasih

Dulu saya single. stay with family. never ever in mylife stay out with friends.
being the only girl i guess

Now, i'm married. I have a lovely husband. I have a dear family in law that cares for me. I have a better life, better rezeki and better serba serbi. Syukur. terima kasih

Now i am mother to be. I have approx 12 weeks to go. I'm excited to see my Petit's regardless of any sex it will be. Syukur. Terima Kasih

As i grew up and changing phases, i noticed i am more self-control. Not like the old me that freak out whenever i'm pissed. And the way i'm thinking is into more positive way now. I should say thank you to my dearie hubby that always influenced & inspired me to be a better person, to think on the solutions instead of the problem. Thank you to boss for always backing & cheer me up for something silly advice, sometimes. Also thanks to so many books which courage me to be one, namely  The Secret and The art of War. 

Dulu saya ni jenis yg negatif thinking sket, cepat terasa, cepat melenting. Tapi i'm NOT now, that's a good progress. beside org kate having baby tak elok marah2, oleh itu kite harus bersabar. Jgn dilayan orang yg tak sama level with us. Usah dilayan orang yg tak betul yg hanya mendtgkan marah pd kita. Instead we should just smile. Yes. SMILE widely and happily.
Don't get urself stressed with this kinda ppl the exact advised from my boss

Alhamdulillah. saya syukur coz i've realized and changed. Well, i'm stepping into the motherhood world so i should change for the benefits of my own kan.
Forget the pass, live in the current world. Be happy and go flow with it.
Life is so short so enjoy it to the fullest.

ps : sesungguhnya i dont have any grudge to all the people that made my life miserable before & after, but i will remember :)

What's New?

Nope, nothing much new on me. Not me

The other day, i was down with one issue. Issue that been haunting me. nevertheless, i should have not been thinking about that, as per hubby, we will follow The Secret way, to think positive and we will find the solutions.i wish *fingers crossed*

Gotta tell that someone is in major happy for bought himself a BB Bold.
Been with it 24/7. Time to pampered himself over the hard work i guess.
Check this out

left- HP lama right- HP baru

We went to splurged ourself kat KLCC, not that really splurged la, just a minor one. To get his BB a BIS from maxis and one more, to purchase the broadband which currently ada promotion last 30 April 2010. register now and you'll get the passport bag *stock last*

 

And another mission accomplished was to get this cookies from Marks & Spencer. Thank you lenny for introduced-kan to me

Been haunting for this, so finally dapat. So i have to say goodbye to famous amous and stick to this. Total damage nearly RM50 for 3

bought 2 of the choc chunks and pistachio. u shuld try. 

worth it. they got sale

Going home with a happy face then :)

Braxton Hicks

I'm all ready to go for my Futsal tournament for all hoteliers at Ampang Sports Planet yesterday when a sudden pain attacked. More to period pain  BUT it's on the left side of my lower abdomen


Well, i thought it lasted a while but it's not. It's like on and off and macam menarik2. hell what is that? No one brief me on this


Tried to calm down by reading a newspaper but it's continuing. Decided to call my Gynae but failed. He did not picking up his phone. What should i do then? Think .Think


Called Jeiji for opinions. She mentioned about this Braxton Hicks Contractions. After googled at baby center, here what it says

What are Braxton Hicks contractions?

Braxton Hicks contractions are sporadic uterine contractions that start about 6 weeks into your pregnancy, although you won't be able to feel them that early. You probably won't start to notice them until sometime after mid-pregnancy, if you notice them at all. (Some women don't.) They get their name from John Braxton Hicks, an English doctor who first described them in 1872.


As your pregnancy progresses, Braxton Hicks contractions tend to come somewhat more often, but until you get to your last few weeks, they'll probably remain infrequent, irregular, and essentially painless. Sometimes, though, Braxton Hicks contractions are hard to distinguish from early signs of preterm labor.


Play it safe and don't try to make the diagnosis yourself. If you haven't hit 37 weeks yet and you're having more than four contractions in an hour — or you have any other signs of preterm labor (see below) — call your caregiver immediately.


By the time you're within a couple of weeks of your due date, your contractions may get more intense and more frequent, and they may cause some discomfort. Unlike the earlier painless and sporadic Braxton Hicks contractions, which caused no obvious cervical changes, these contractions may help your cervix "ripen" — gradually soften and thin out (efface) and maybe even dilate a bit. This period is sometimes referred to as pre-labor.
the link


So we may called it as a false alarm. But if that's the felling on how the real contractions gonna be (eventho it's just part f it) i have to be strong to go through it coz the real pain is gonna be double than that.


Well at least i'm a bit prepared in future. 


On another note, i have to drink plenty of water. To avoid from constipations and the urine infections


Welcome to the motherhood, i guess :)

Secretaries day

well it's not the actual day today, just thought April normally is the month to celebrate it (which sometimes i don't, based on my boss schedule)

Today, we'll have a small luncheon at new launched hotel, Starpoints. Never been there, but knew the GM, was my acquittance too. When you're in hotel industry, it is really a small world you're working at

And it's also because boss just returned from Singapore for this FHA event.
So as usual he will bought me something, which knowing me, Spore was part of my kampung too, i dunno what to asked from him. Nothing much and new at Spore since my last 2 yrs trip there.i assumed.lol.

So he bought jugak something for me, which had crossed my mind semlm.
A box/set of Kenzo perfume.
So far this is the no.2 perfume i got from him, the first one was Hugo Boss which till now tak habis lagi

And to seized the day more, i had the Sompoton Spa discount voucher
Too bad i can't have it due to i'm preggy, but sure my hubby would love to pamper himself on this. After all, the service & quality quite good & still affordable

the perfume set

 the inside

the Spa & Lost world of Tambun's vchr (available, sape nak?)

Tummy oh perut

Technically i'm into 27 weeks now which is about 6mths plusla

But for the past 2 months  (i think) ppl been telling me that my tummy is not big enuffla, i looked like not the one with the preggy bellyla, i did not gained enuff weight bla bla. At first, ya it strikes to mymind whether i've been all that? Then when i did scan with Dr Aminah and asking about the baby's  weight, she's telling quite the same statement too that suddenly made me think about it seriously.

Have i not gained enuff weight?
What's my Petit's weight now?Will he/she be lighter or any bigger later?
Am i okay with the current weight?

So, sms-ed Dr irish about it. And so does had a chat with other experienced mother on this. Then later quite relief, and when other experienced father/mother supported me with quite a relief statement too. Thanks ya'll

SMS from Dr. Irish - 
your baby is a parasite. even if u don't eat, she'll eat.So dun worry, eat as much as you want and anything

From JG & Intan
Just wait till u reach the 3rd trimester. For some ppl you will start gain from 7mths onwards. And it's normal to have a medium size of baby for your first one. Do not worry much. It's a plus for you, don't have to worry the after delivery moment

Comments from some of my colleagues & other friends
It's in your blood,  So enjoy it. As long the baby and yourself are fine & healthy, that's all matters. You'll be lucky enuff for not being worry on the after-delivery-moment. You just gained for your baby, and not like any other mothers who'd gained extra kg's and remain :)

So friends, i bet there's a reason for Allah SWT giving me this cute little tummy. Pls don't make myself worried by thinking that i do not gain enough weight and i SHOULD gain more weight. No-No. Guess i'm the lucky one among any other pregnancy ladies that i still look-alike a teenage girl with extra belly on me :P. I am happy with myself plus it will benefits me later during the confinement which i don't have to worry on loosen up more

Finally, she's arrives!

 Ingin mengucapkan Tahniah, Congrates to Sasha & Nizar  for finally having their lil princess baby, born yesterday ptg at Pantai Medical Center, Damansara

Eventho i have not met her personally but i knew her hubby Nizar from a friend, lama dah and eventually, Sha is a friend of my schoolmates, Sophie. So what a small world kan. We've been chatting  & exchanging thoughts on pregnancy since she had the experienced before.

I am so happy that after a loong wait, Sha finally delivered a baby girl. Nama baby memang totally different from the blog i read oh-kay  Anyhow, your baby memang healthy, 3kg+ despite earlier the doc said you & the baby are not gained enuff weight. Haha

Well, next gonna be mine and hope everything turns out well. We pray :)

Last day at Bali

Day 4

our flight will be on 920pm(delayed lagi oleh AA, original flight 830pm)

so ada satu hari lagi nak merempit. So kami drop by kat Hard Rock Cafe jap. tengok ada ape yang nak dibeli this time. Went to both shops, nadaa..takde ape nak dibeli. Baju smua size takde.

So we proceed mencari Joger Pabrik Kata2. berbekalkan map & my hubby dah expert sket, so we found it yeay. Cuasa still lagi panas. Kat Joger ni mmg tempatnye unikla. Banyak souvenir/shirts/fridge magnet yang ada tulisan kelakar or a bit sarcastic or annoying kan to some ppl. I found it rather funny & hilarious and at the same time, ada yang true gak. Tak caya tengok gambar2 ni

Then kitorang pi visit the memorial orang2 yg kene bom back in 2005 kot. Then perut lapar. Kat area situ takde tempat yg sesuai nak mknla. Muka dah start mencuka. Aku lapar. So kitorang pi je Discovery mall again and makan kat A&W. Lepas dah kenyang, jalan2 jap kat area sekitar and sempat lagi beli last souvenir. Pastu singgah jap di cyber cafe nak print flight schedule kitorang.

 korang pi bali mesti visit tempat ni gak. it's a must place to go

panas terik oh-kay!

Jam 4, merempit ke hotel, masa utk berendam dlm pool for the last time then we packingla.

Kul 6pm dah tercongok nak check out kat reception, pastu tunggu teksi. dah setengah jam tak sampai, nak hanginla ni. Rupenye tu time kemuncak, so jln macet (jem) coz orang balik kerja and time sunset sure jemla kat bali ni.
So can u imagine kitorang dragged our bag ke tepi jln kat luar tu sambil tahan teksi. Tapi cepatla dpt teksi. Journey to airport yg supposed took 20mins, jadi 35 mins. takpela sempat lagi. After checked-in, perut lapar.

 10mins pertama

muka after almost 30mins tunggu teksi

Tengok purse & wallet and kocek, ish duit ade lagi byk ni. About RP300ribu, padehal rasa dah shopping habis haha. So bantai mkn western, but still duit ade lagi. Hubby pi beli rokok, cigar, FM and aku pun la. Still ade balance RP150ribu, ah bwk balik KL jela

 melantak before boarding

Reached KL about 1150pm (ter-awal plak) TAPI nak tunggu baggage mcm berzaman, about 20mins baru beg keluar. Haih, AA memang spoil kan mood betulla for my bali trip ni. Pegi & balik sama je

Balik pengsan la, esok both of us tak keje so ada masa to rest :)

Bali #2

continued...

Day 3
Harini bangun lambat sket for breakfast since we don't have any plan yet.
FYI, our hotel ni the location agak tersorok. jalan ke hotel pun have to go thru lorong2 kecik . just near to Tune Hotels. But it's comfy, simple yet cosy. We're happy there

 next to our hotel ada skola

 lorong ke hotel kami

swimming pool & jacuzzi area

our simple room. opposite is the restaurant where we had bfast

ni la hotel kami USD40 je per nite

So jalan2 area near to our hotel. decided nak naik motor,hubby tawar-menawar then dapatla RP50ribu/per day. we rented for 2 days. Ku berdoa byk2 agar perjalanan kami di-permudahkan since ku pregnant. First time after so-so long tak naik motor (there's a story behind it) . If kat KL jangan harapla ai nak naik motor, that's gonna be my last choice.

While waiting for the owner of the motor to come, we took part in one contest then won. Directions given later, we have to go to this Peninsula beach resort somewhere at Nusa Dua then claime the prize. Hubby looking forward for it, so we took the Bali map and started our journey.

We went to check out the Kuta beach. Hubby need to cuci mata while enjoying those foreigners ber-surfing di tengah hari yg amat panas terik. topless babe tu jgn ckpla, sure ada. bottomless je belum :P
Lunch kami hanya di McD, time tu coke di-refill few times. panas ooo cuaca. melekit.

Kuta beach

Lunch time babeh

So we're off to the Peninsula Beach resort utk claim our prize tu. It took almost 45 mins (plus minus sesat jln). While on the way to the place, kami tersampai di Kg.Bali. So grab the chance to beli souvenir & brg sket. Kg bali is a place if you minat with aromatherapy, scrub, souvenirs, sabun2. Sini byk and murah gakla. Hubby sempat beli new sleeveless shirt due to the unbearable heat while riding the motor.

hubby being pervert

found this on the road while riding..

take ages to reach?

masa untuk isi minyak ya pak :p

So, sambung journey lagi. Jln punye jln akhirnya we found the place. The resort was huge and nice. Unfortunately it was not that new as claimed by the mamat yg bg vchr kat kitorg tu, adelah 10 yrs. So ape yg kami menang?Sile lihat di bwh ni

vchr worth of USD500 and 2t-shirt. sape nak the vchr?valid till march 2011

relax jap, sakit bontot duk atas motor

It almost sunset time. so hubby nak mandi laut. Off to Kuta beach again. While otw ke KUta beach ni bleh plak hujan di tgh jln. ape lagi redah jela. First time mandi ujan since budak2 time dulu.

Lepak and sewa tikar je kat Kuta pun RP20ribu. ai just duk situ sambil cuci mata and tgk diorang mandila. Then lepas tu balik hotel rendam di jacuzzi & pool plak bestnyeeeeeeeeeeee

Pastu pikir plak whats for dinner?

Merempit lagi ke Discovery mall. Kitorang mkn kang Bumbu2 at their food court, mcm masakan padang & minang. Murah je.

ABC, cendol, lontong & nasi ape tah

Dah duk situ sampai lebam, beli roti sket for bekalan esok kat Breads talking then balik hotel and restla, esok nak merempit lagini

 sempat lagi beli this sandal at Discovery Mall..amacam?

ps : semasa kami merempit, cuaca amatla panas sekali. kakiku dah rase terbakar. hitam legam lain mcm. mmg berbelang kulit oi. duduk atas motor pun bleh sakit bontot. nak naik motor pun terlompat2 coz the seat panas..

imagine that..

Bali Honeymooning #1

Yeah..long delayed entry. been so lazzy lately

Here's my travelogue

Date : 3-6 April 2010

Fare : AA RM160/2 pax return (it was a year ago i bought these ticket)

Venue : Ida Hotel (USD40 per nite wt breakfast)

Day 1
W reached Ngurah Rai Airport about 9pm (thanks AA for delaying the flight)
Dlm plane mmg full, tak comfortable sgt (being me on 6 mths preggy)
We met Agus who picked us up to the hotel. Once checked-in we just relax dlm bilik, ready for tomorrow's event

Day 2
730am dah went to breakfast. Met Pak Supir about 830am for our first journey. We started with Barongan Dance for 1 hour. I was not that focus coz it's my 2nd time here, hubby yg shud concentrate :)

Then kitorang went to Nusa Dua Beach sambil melawat hotel2 5 star yang ada kat sini. Nusa Dua tptnya a bit secluded and sunyi sket, aman damaila katakan. We went to the public beach. Since it's on Sunday, so banyakla group2 yang buat event kat tepi pantai tu. Ada buat event keagamaan, reunion and even birthday party.

Cuaca mmg panas giler dan terik oh-kay. menusuk ke kulit. But they have nice beach. Tak crowded sangat mcm Kuta Beach. But the waves still agak besar gak

Then kebetulan kat situ ada upacara pem-baptisan. First time ai tengok acara ni dibuat kat laut. Ada priest and ada 2 lelaki. Maybe diorang yang nak dibaptis. Maybe ikut cara Bali lain sket, but it's interestingla. Captured my interest.

It's shopping time. Kami di bawa ke Krisna. U have to go this shopla. Semua brg souvenir mmg murah2 sgt. Dah borong 2 bag but still about RM100+ je..rambang mata jap. haha

Lalu kami ke Tanah Lot for lunch. menu tak best sgt. Ikan siakap masak masam manis yang tak diorang tak reti masak, sayur with drinks and fruits. But breath taking view, it's so windy and the waves, oh my, tinggi and besar. Ada plak orang yg memancing with that kinda waves

 rasa boleh dapat ikan ke bang?

So we're off to keliling Tanah Lot yang famous tu. Bykla orang gak. Local from Jakarta pun ada. Susah sket nak bergambar

So it almost ptg about 4. So kitorang di bawa ke Abian Srama Spa. Since we don't have much time, we both took Tradisional Massage for couple for 1hr. Put in a room together, saya diurut dgn cara mengiring coz i'm pregnant. The masseur yang urut hubby such a big girl, maybe need more energy to urut kot. But i can see hubby is enjoying that moment, sampai terlelap. Then kitorang mandi sama in a bath tub to get off those minyak2 (hanya utk orang yg dah berkawin saja ye) lega sket lepas tu. RP230ribu each = RM90+

So, biasela after kene massage, masing2 letih je. Cadang nak balik hotel terus but Pak supir suggested better off to Jimbaran for our seafood dinner, so pegi jelah. makan kat Ganesha cafe. affordable jugakla. Snapper fish di -grill, king prawn masak butter, nasi, sayur and drinks. Makan sampai lebam. Our grilled fish mmg sedap, way better than kat Tanah Lot (RP440K = RM150+)

Then come the tak best part. sampai di hotel, harus byr upah Pak Supir. As arranged by my fren Syawal, RP450ribu per day, tapi sekali dia mintak RP600ribu. Terkejut jap aku, tapi tanak menimbulkan kekecohan, aku bayar je.
Rupenye time Syawal went here, pak supir tu is Pak Jaya (abang) ni adik dia, Pak Ketut. But what the heckla, sama je kan. He claimed that he has discussed this with Hubby syawal. So pe lg, terus call syawal, (Tak hingat time tu roaming ke tak, bantai je) Hangin japla aku ni. Pastu syawal called pak supir, the reason he said is kitorg went to so many places. Kepalahotak! Dia yg arranged kan kitorg pi mana, pastu blame kite plak

That was our last time used him as Pak Supir, kami tertipu!!