We are TWO

yes, today is my 2nd anniversary with Amir Izwan

i have been blessed with one adorable daughter, Hanna Mikaela

and we've been to few vacation/places together

we've been through the ups and downs together

and i hope we'll stick together no matter what

Sayang, u have been a great partner and friends and i thanked you for everything you have done for me and Hanna

"An anniversary is a time to celebrate the joys of today, the memories of yesterday, and the hopes of tomorrow "

berdating

honeymoon, dah kawin

preggy, 5mths +

dah ada anak, 8 months

Glam and versatile

I wanna look good and elegant and pretty

I'm sure every women in this world wanna have the same. but do we get everything that we wish for?

between a needs and a wants, needs will go first

i stumbled upon Hana Tajima's blog/web page. never knew her existence , i mean of what she does. 

but because i saw her pics at one of my gf, my curiosity strikes and wanted to know her more, Hana Tajima. She's a fashion designer and have her own brands, Maysaa. She's also known for her style of wearing hijab/head scarf, which has her own followers. Went through briefly, i like her style

So does when i stumbled into other blogs/pages that involves fashion. That's where i started to dream that i can do that. i wanna have that skirts/dress/tops as it look good on her.  i think i can do it. But when?

During unattached, i  have plenty of times looking at the mirror and get myself stuffed with all the make-up. I will carefully choose my clothes, will this match this, that and so on. i will put at least 80% of my efforts to look good, which i know that i will feel good and proud of myself later. The thing is when we think we look good, it helps to boost our confidence which that is essentials. heels can also do that wonders. 

when u have the perfect combo, u will ultimately feel good the whole day, and the spirits of having a good day and time will automatically there.

But since I'm attached with a lovey hubby and an adorable daughter, time is not with me

i tend to spent more with the house chores and the baby needs. i tried to neglect the time for myself. Time that i should be looking good, elegant and pretty sometimes, which i realize. I know that family shouldn't be the reason, it's a matter of myself. How i manage my time. if i want to be that glam and versatile person, i can do it. 

My all time favorite movie is Devil's wears Prada. Anne looking good with all the beautiful stuffs on her. But most important is not how branded or expensive it is, but how you wear it. How you present it to others.  You can have the cheapest tops and unbranded handbags but still look elegant yet glamorous. Never look down on someone just because of  their appearance.

So, i have reminded my self that once this house issue settle and i have the time to go through my wardrobe, i will try to do some transformation into myself. Tho i'm a mother with only 1 kids, i deserve to be in glam and versatile mode. I deserve to have a colorful and beautiful life.

and i'm still thankful on what i have now

HM is 8months

another monthly updates. HM is turning 8months (21st March la)

first time ever, experienced the highest fever of her. at 40.2C.

Fuhh, it was a challenging moment and i really can't stand looking at her crying helplessly, like asking for my help to get over me. The nurse is taking her blood for a blood test.

That look. Ish, i can't stand. But i know she's a tough girl. She just cried during that uncomfortable moment then when  she's in my hug, she smiled.

 and towards her 8months development was :

• she's in the mids of crawling and sitting. But few days back, she managed to have few steps of her crawling. On bed and not yet on the floor. Maybe she wasn't that convinced yet
• She knows how to wave Good bye whenever we did that, she will imitates
• she knows how to hold her bottles 
• a good eater. not a picky one
• she can identify her parents and those who is so familiar around. 
• will show her temper when we took something from her ie ; her toys
• definitely has her own tantrums and can be so moody/clingy at times. manja kot

when she's down with flu, mild fever and cough

know how to hold her bottle now

with her bestie, duckie

dah besar anak daraku

a week after she recover her high fever

Hate dentist

yeah, hate it so much til i try to avoid seeing dentist beside than doing my scaling

but i have to today due to the unbearable pain that made me awake last nite. i've been having this since past few weeks, it came on and off. ber-denyut denyut then it gone. tried to switched to Colgate sensitive by hoping it would gone, it did but for a while till the climax was last night.

tried to recall the clinic i went when i was 8mths preggy, i was hoping the gentle doctor was there so he could do it for me. Nope he's resigned, and was just there for part time

OK, i prayed that all goes well. Phiew

Checked here and there. 3 major problems are :

one of my wisdom tooth berlubang ; one of the tooth down there need to tampal and i have to do my scaling

Doc Khairy explained this and that, i decided "OK doc, cabut the problematic gigi now "

and i started freaking out, til the doc noticed that i was so stressed out. it shows how tense i am seeing a dentist

within 10mins and we're done. yeah, i did it finally. Milestone for me hehe

cost sangat berpatutan, RM110 (it depends on the gigi too la- no major prob then murahla)

on liquid diet now, borinnggg

updates milestone

according to babycenter.com, HM was 7 months 3 weeks today

so her latest milestone was :

she can say mom mom momma (which by rite she supposed to called me mummy la)

and 

she knows how to wave good bye. when we say Bye Bye Hanna, she will start to wave bye ( in her own way)

OK nak update tu je, so at least i won't forget her milestone. Coz i intend to forget, and i preferred menaip dari tulis in the scrap book

Ok Bye :D

Welcome lucky no 23

Penantian suatu penyeksaan!

but after this no more waiting game as the house is finally ready for us to move in

The house no will be 23. It's a town house and we're the upper tenant

It's not a huge house after all but still, being able to stand in in your own house, has give in the over whelming feelings

We're a bit lucky as don't  have to wait for such a long time, well 3 years could be a long one but others have to wait for 4-5 years, that's even worse man

So my following weekend gonna be a busy one. Cleaning, refurbishing, decorating and all, which something i look forward to.  It will be a restless one, and also the money spending. hermm, i dunno how big  the hole are we looking at this time. Refer to my Kemensah post for the stuffs needed 

So to those who have extra hands and free time, do let us know. We need all of your extra efforts and spirits with us. The more the merrier and the faster the work done :D