Hello 2014

Happy new Year 2014!

Nothing to shout about on my new year's celebration as usual, as aged catching up i'd prefer just stay at home watching the fireworks from tv or my balcony (neighbours baik hati buat fireworks)
plus i am this lazy bum syndrome ever since i had this 2nd pregnancy. i had this lazy ass attitude for going to work, cooking, cleaning up, shower (smelly me) and all i wanted to do is just laying around and watch tv and makan non stop
not forget that i have this acid reflux and gastric attacked which made me vomit (its just so irritating) and what to eat thinking has become my biggest problem now.
if lambat makan mulala perut lapar and vomit again. uh-uh

beside that, my 3.5 HM toddler has started her playschool this year.
the first two days witnessed by me and hubby we sent her off for orientation and there's no problem at all
its all started when the real days and full force school starts and its just only me sending her off while ayah drive other car. (her kindy is about 5mins from my office)
the drama started when the car reached the main gate of the school

HM " oh i wanna sleep"
me " eh cannot dah sampai skool, kata nak main slide and toys with friends"
HM- while pakai kasut dgn malasnye " nak mummy dukung"
me " i cannot coz mummy tak larat, semua kawan walk to skool and so do u, lets go"

depan pintu skola, lepas bukak kasut and socks, suddenly she kepit my leg dengan muka cebik and bergenangan air mata
"taknak skool, nak balik umah zoo (my house)", "eh cannotla kan dah promise nak play at skool with kawan, shame2 semua kawan tak nangis cam Hanna, mummy nak gi work, nanti ptg mummy ambik"

and she cried but yg sedih punya not meraung

coaxed her about 10mins then i started to malas nak layan dah (mummy hati kering, blame the hormones. hehe)

then i handover her to teacher and i went off

well, i am not being cruel but that's the way it should be. the more you're stuck in front of their face, the more gedik they become coz i know that she's just sedih to letting me go and she'll be fine after a while and yes that's proved. when i picked her later after work, teacher reported that she's ok, sing and played with others as long as they don't mentioned my name or asking about me. LOL

so drama queen. but i am so thankful that actually she is so easy to handle. no hassle and drama to woke her up, she's very cheerful kinda girl.

and last monday, marked that i have past my 1st trimester (as per baby centre. lol too lazy to keep track for the 2nd one) and with that i hope that all the morning sickness will gone and let me play dressing up, make up, socialising as usual. i miss that and having a normal tummy every morning without me worrying that i might be getting gastric everyday and vomiting too