counting

just to test this picasa 3 and my design-thingy skills (haha still learning tho)
a collages on our pics before married..life as a single-ton and as fiancee
a month to go...tick tock

Menangisla sayang

Been wanting to posted this long time ago but undecided and now i'm sure to let this be here to share with others

Dear my virtual diary and readers,

As i remembered, this is the most challenging months in my life. been counting and noticed that for the past 2 months (Dec 08- current), i've been crying a lot. it's all because the tensed on this marriage thingy. Dugaan datang silih berganti. Sometimes, rasa macam takleh nak tanggung all the burden but darling gave me a full support and couraged to be strong to go thru all this besides friends who have seen and knew the actual facts.

Sedih pikirkan takut tak cukup duit. that's the most thing in mymind now. trying to have and raise more money. It was all nice planned before but due to some reason, i have failed to have that (pls do not ask me on this as it's the most hurtful thing currently) Other preps was doing fine. sometimes were asking myself whether can i go thru this challenged? and was praying that there will be rainbows and sunshine waiting and promised that a real & happy life will be mine. but aku harus berpijak di bumi yang nyata. some were rather saying that no worries about your future which now is important more.

Betul orang cakap that rezeki sedang and selepas berkahwin tu pasti dtg menjenguk kita but aku taknak mengharapkan sgt. itu rezeki dari Allah, kita yang harus berusaha utk mendapatkannya. If there were my portions, alhamdulillah and amin. Aku ni pulak jenis yang suka sgt nangis bila ada problem yang tak dpt diluahkan and bile dah diluahkan pun sama..aku akan sedih mengenangkan nasib aku ni. I'm trying not to be selfish and complaining on this. was trying to be more acceptable and redha of all this...which i believes whatever happens pasti ada hikmahnya.

Dlm masa ni gak aku dapat menilai yang mana satu kawan masa susah and tak. It was rather shocked to know that kawan yg selama ni aku rase boleh diharapkan & seorang yang baik (despite his past story) is being the cunning ever. He's that bold till i was unsure whether i should have continue our friendship or not based on what he accused me on. Time ni gakla aku dapat sedar mana satu sedara/cousin yang boleh diharap and tak. But sorry to say, once i've hatred someone, u'll be vanished in my life. no more 2nd chance. if aku dah tak suka..mmg sampai mati pun aku takkan suka, whether you're my friends/cousins/sedara/etc..

But slowly i can see that there's a light for me..i hope that lights will always be there to brighter my life & day

ps : pada sesiapa yang dijemput, welcome and to those are not. sorry, view my FB for more
pics :p..jgn lupe jugak hadiah yer (and to those nak bagi duit, silelah bagi direct to myself.would appreciate that)..haha.mem-promokan awal2

from HK with love

while at Disneyland HK

caught this while on his 1st day at HK

the suitable place would be at my work place

Hooray, he's back with so much love and gifts from HK :)

Apart from the goofy mickey picture stand, sweater and red color hand bag were bought too.
He's away from HK for Astro annual company trip which previously at Bangkok. I have found my remedy after few days without him, especially on the V-day..but that is not gonna stopped me from having fun at my own.

A long awaited meet up with him last nite which i think we still need lots of time together tho.
A last nite conversation were merely on discussion on about our marriage life before & after and also the big Q now, financially!!

Few shots were taken from him while at HK and bet more later will be at his FB. just to share with you readers..:)

28.3.09 finale

Alhamdulillah...finally i got what i wanted. the date for the most important, as wished by amir, want it to be in the morning..as you wish darling
our solemnization ceremony will be on 28 March, Saturday @ Masjid Bukit Indah, Ampang at 10am

We'll be in soft pink color theme. close friends who would like to be part of this event do please come and join us (tapi jgn ramai2 plak coz my hse is just a lil crib..takut tak muat & tak selesa)
Thus, it makes us approximately a month to go..whee, m happy yet nervous

please pray for our happiness and hope that it will run smoothly as plan :)

V-day week

Happy V-day from Us !!

It's the week of love people..no matter with whom you've celebrate it..friends, family, colleagues, significant other..it's a week of love. spread the love to the world

I'm not that fancy with this V-day..just for fun thou. Not to adhere what other believes, i just have my own way to go thru this day. Truthfully, it will be the day that i can hang out with my half, it's either to cinema, dinner, playing bowling etc. but we're not that static to this V-day. Nothing superlicious in our diary. beside we believed that everyday should be a day to spread the love.isn't it supposed to be that way?

Ironically, this year the V-day falls on the 'should' day..It's on Saturday. Just a perfect day for others to go out and enjoy your day. You can be drink till drunk where most of the clubs & restaurants will have the pouring sessions. Trust me too, that this is also is the best day for our Jabatan Agama Islam of states to do a raid all over M'sia.haha.what's your luck gonna be thou?
In this new world, it's something that harmless of getting jiggy together but still, back to our basics, not Muhrim are strictly a No-No..

Mine, bored again as Amir is heading to HK with Astro ppls. Thought that i would be having my own time by looking forward for this Kahwin preps..i shall have fun. and so do you ppl out there
have fun with your loved ones and it meant for everyone..off ya!

cousin wedding

a bit late entry..haha baru teringat nak post about this as i was thinking, whats the latest should i posted here

her solemnization was far too early coz the tok kadi only available on that day, it's on Dec 08 while the reception was on 25 Jan 09 with blue theme

held at her house at Seri Kembangan, thoroughly all are in moderate..with helpes of aunty's & relatives everything went well. I was there with amir on both occasion, her once lifetime memories.. hopes all went well and same goes for your future

fuh, mine is on mac/april..counting2

jeng jeng jeng

map to our places

the first page of our card

the front page of our wed card

sampul kad

main wedding gift

bile tengok barang2 yang dah siap ni..rase makin tak sabarlak nak kawin. want it to be end once and for all. so pasni bleh duk berdua while sailing our new life. kad2 akan dihantar most probably next mthla kan..and for those yang dtg to my wedding will get this gift..ada lagi but to keep it secretly..nanti tak surprise..haha..tungguuuu