Sofia dah 3 bulan

hamboi, cepatnye masa passing by
and my little pau already turned 3mo..and yet to get her injection (kes ayah yang bz benau,, )

I am so bless and thankful for having sofia tho through c-sect
Sofia ni bijak. When she have one week to turn 3, she already trying to lifted her head
padehal awak tu kecik lagi, dah sibuk nak angkat kepala, nak tengok tv and nak kepochi
Tho i'm a bit concerned but i believed that she has her own capabilities
at 2mo plus pun she started to cooing/talking. part of her development as per babycenter
dok gelak sakan and bercakap as if paham what we talk to her

Menyembur air liur tu jangan cakapla . Dengan 2 penumpuk hand masuk mulut, kelecup kelocop bunyi everytime she sucks her hand. But whenever there's a times that i need to cut her fingernails, i treat her like her sister HM, she sit on my lap, bagi tengok tv as distraction and i will hold her fingers and do the nail clipping. sangat bijak bagi kerjasama :)

I think she's passed 7kg now. Alhamdulillah such a chubby pau
She gets everyone attention especially my friends/relative who gets her update via my FB
memang pipi pau sungguh. Growing beautifully and healthier from my 90% ebm. 
Moga Allah melimpahkan lagi rezeki for her to continue breastfeeding and i will happily feeding her

2mo plus

3months

2mo plus when i was a temp SAHM, w her gedik sister HM

Birth Story of Sofia #2

WHAT?

She's 3.2 kg? oh my, besar jugak (while heard she's crying. i shed tears..for sure!)

fresh from my womb :)

on her 2nd day

That's my response to Dr Roslan when he mentioned sofia  birth weight.

Anyhoo, Alhamdulillah that she is perfect and in a good condition. (i am still trauma over HM's birthed experienced 4 yrs back)

i requested to see my newborn baby, ahh muka cute and chubby sket

And now masa untuk digodek2 lagi and dibersihkan

i still shivering. That blower didn't do good job on me. or maybe i was too skinny heh

whole operation took almost 30mins and later i was brought to the discovery room

at this room, i was covered with warm blanket (acting like the blower tadi) for at least one hour 

Diorang letak kat sini jugak untuk pantau whether i have any reverse effects after the ope

to some ppl, diorang will muntah, pening, loya, bleeding etc

Alhamdulillah i am OK..well response to every questioned. i tried to sleep but i am still hungy, dahla tengah sejuk lapar lagi huhuhu sgt tak membantu

nurses were so helpful. They helped me to change my napkins. meantime, my ubat bius slowly to disappeared and i should be able to move my leg bit. It shows a good sign of recovery

Instead of should be one hour kat dalam ni, turned into satu setgh jam pulak. I'm waiting for nurses from my maternity ward to picked me for the transfer. haish, semua bz plak, I can't wait to see my newborn baby and just rest in my room

And finally they picked me and back to my twin bedded room

First movement was terasa sangat awkward. Coz the heaviness of my belly still there, have to slowly moved and tampung my belly. Plus kene naik atas katil yang tak boleh di low kan (sgt tak praktikla to c-sect/normal mothers)

Husband is there waiting for me with my newborn baby. She was pretty. Praised to Allah for eased and made my delivery smooth. Syukur that both mom and baby are fine. That's all matters

So, bermulala episod tido di hospital for 3d2n. Lucky husband can teman in the hospital but poor him have to sleep on the couch. Well both mom and ayah have to sacrifices la kan

At night he'll help me to change diapers and handle sofia as i can't move much (i'm trying but with this urine bag attached on my V, it made my movement tak selesa)

Service and food from hospital are OK. Nurses and doctors are helpful and attentive. And since Hospital Selayang is bf friendly hospital, They taught me how to latch and nursed sofia. Terlupa la pulak the correct way and technique haha

And the sleepless nights begin..........................zzzzzzzzz

Birth story of Sofia #1

it is almost 10days to go before raya which falls on 28-29 July 2014
and i am still have no sign of beranak beside that too much discharge

10th July 2014
check up with my Dr. Roslan..still no sign. No VE done. All ok
air ketuban cukup, baby dah engaged (actually since 30th week), balik rumah and doc said tunggu if air ketuban pecah/bleeding/contractions
so continue la minum RTL (raspberry tea leave), makan VCO, did perineum massage


17th July 2014
since mlm semalam dah rasa sakit kat ari2. This morning the pain still there, tapi lagi menyucuk, discharge byk as usual. So told amir lets go hospital, sakit macam lain sket (but not contractions tho perut dah selalu sgt mengeras)

About 3pm dah sampai Selayang, went direct to PAC at 5th flr, while waited to be assessed.
Then came a junior doc do the cheking coz Dr Roslan as usual busy with others.
Contractions were mild je, tak sakit pun. So after jwb soklan itu ini, then a senior doc came with the junior tadi. She did a VE and said i have opened 5cm. WOW!
masa dgr tu rasa mcm unbelievable, lagi half way nak go 10cm..semoga dipermudahkan la
So doctor said have to admit coz normally 2nd baby cepat sket

 Bag memang dah packed dlm keta so tell amir its the day.

After he arranged registration bla bla, i opted for twin bedding at FPP since single full
Banyak jugak mom's yang nak deliver dekat nak raya ni

Then dah dingdong everything about almost 9pm masuk LR. Sempat lagi teman amir buka puasa kat canteen bawah and chit chatting (sambil pakai kain batik time ni)


17th July, 9pm
stay la dalam LR. so far i can say whatever i planned for in my birth plan was adhered.
i was on intermittent ctg (means not 24/7 strap on ctg)..so kekdg tu every one hour or 30mins i was strap on to check baby's heartbeat and my contractions
Sad to say my contractions rate tak cantik lagi..very mild je
While waiting, banyakla i heard other mom's from other LR room screaming, nangis, ranting etc. Their experiences on delivering their baby.

Ada satu mom tu, very kesian i heard. She was crying like helplessly for almost 3 jam. menangis and berdoa yang Allah permudahkan her birthing, sambil repeating cakap "sakitnya Ya Allah" then continued mengucap and berzikir. Sedih and kesian dengar..then sampai i tertido kejap..and i heard her no more. Bila tanye nurse, she said that mom kene c-sect coz dah dilated 9cm for 3hours with no progress so doc opt c-sect.
Ada pulak yang mom jenis senang je melahirkan..but the best moment was bila dah dengar the mom screaming and pushing like hell, then here it comes the newborn baby crying
Ahhh, so priceless moment

Ok back to my story, another VE done after 4-5 hours, i am into 6cm dilation. Contractions? Nadaaaa...mild je. sangat boring kat dalam LR..dah boleh tido sampai ke esok pagi pun. Dalam LR tak boleh makan but i sempat eat kurma and drink water to keep me energized


18th July, 8am
After more than 8hrs passed, i was 7cm dilated.  Very slow progress
So they asked me to wait for Dr Roslan for the next stage.

And about close to 10am, Dr Roslan came and briefed me the scenario.
Basically my water bag still intact and my contractions were poor.
Options are break the water bag and wait for the real surges and hope for opening (they give me 4hrs for full dilation) OR be induced OR opt for c-sect

After discussed with hubs and my self i opt for c-sect
Tho all this while i wanted a gentle birth, tapi i have my own reason opting c-sect
So  please respect my decision.
I have well informed and decide this, so itu rezeki saya dalam melahirkan anak
Janganla be so judgemental. Either ways pun memang ada sakit, there's no such thing as normal delivery lagi sakit dari c-sect

Since i kena puasa before the c-sect (at least 4hrs prior), so my operation is after Friday prayers.
But by 4pm je i was been prepared for the ope coz before that bilik full
Urine bag dimasukkan kat miss V, a bit pedih the process tuh.
and nurse briefed me about the process. Before masuk ope room pun again diorg explained to me again the process

Dalam operation room tu sangatla sejuk.  Shivering like mad!
Again, before they started toreh2 my perut, the anesthesia doctor explained to me that:
-i will be on half bius, from perut to kaki
-i akan sedar so know what they did and say. to ensure that the bius really work, kaki kita akan terasa sgt berat and cannot move at all. Even when they poke us pun takkan terasa

Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim!
bermula episod c-sect. After doc godek2 and goyang perutku here and there, finally i can hear the baby is crying. Alhamdulillah. I also heard Dr Roslan bagi salam to her
Then i asked him what is her weight, he said 3.2kg. 



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The End of my 7years with MAH & MAHTEC

I started my October with last day of working at the Malaysian Association of Hotels &

Malaysian Association of Hotels Training and Education Centre (MAHTEC Sdn. Bhd)

7 YEARS oi!! the longest company i've worked with

Begin with only 2 staffs at MAHTEC and now it has become well known in the hotel industry

So many ups and downs working here. So many fond memories i've had, and all the bitter-sweet too. Arguments, crisis management, tears, laughed and almost everything i have learned here. I am proud of myself for all this experiences

I was given so many chances and experiences to travel to almost every states in Malaysia and ASEAN countries and visited so many fantastic hotels. I've met so many fabulous hoteliers who have passion in their career and in hospitality industry. That is part of the valuable moments 

But i have to decide something good for my life and career for becoming a better person

Sooner or later i have to bid farewell to my fellow colleagues who has been a good officemates. For their support, team work, gossiping sesh, punching bags moment etc

It'll always be in my thoughts!

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~Flavia Weedn,