mostly are sad news la
news yg i tak sangka sungguh
setiap kematian adalah pasti . but that's the fact kan
it's all first started when the former GM of Taman Negara passed away on the 1st Jan 2013
what a sad way to celebrate your new year
but i am truly blessed that we've managed to visit him and that property on oct 2012 after so much pestering from him to me and my boss
we spent that 3d2n well together
no internet, social activity etc except for important sms and calls
1st Jan, received news that he is gone. after the major operation sometimes in march-may 2012 that he went through to throw his colon cancer. He is recovering but still
as others said, when it comes to silent killer cancer and at stage 4, it's just on your luck to survive the next life
i cried for him :
and recently while everyone is busy celebrating our raya, that particular 7th August i have lost my deary friend and personal doctor Dr Bhavani which i used to call her nick as Dr B or Bunny as her other friends knew her
My lovely and attentive doctor which i knew since she's been at my work panel clinic way back 2005 onwards. Not only she's been very helpful as a patient-doctor relationship but she is willing to assist by advising onto your personal health and life. We continued keep in touch as she and family decided to move to Dubai for a change in life and career. And i got pregnant, and we continued emailing each other and updates our life phase so on. Through out my 9mo pregnancy, she has been there for me to seek 2nd opinion advice.
And when they decided to move to OZ about 2 yrs back i think, we still in touch. Sometimes in FB too. She will reply my email no matter how late it is. Tho we're miles apart but it feels so close to each other (sounds cliche?)
till my last email to her dated 7th July which she never replied me at all till 3weeks back.
Which i thought it is some kind of joke/prank email from her with titled : Join us in our mourning -__-
reading the email content has somehow made me think it was pure joking till i read thrice and let myself digest and accept that she is my favourite DR B that has gone away, forever.
i have no more personal doctor and friend that always be my side whenever i'm worried over my irregular periods, i have this issue and etc
my curiosity has been answered, she were in silent coz she was in massive car accident on 7th august when she's otw to work. as i heard from other docs that she had a massive injured which left 50-50 chances.
Dr B, just want you to know that i cried like a little girl (that u used to tell me) and almost couldn't believed and accept the fact that you're gone. I am so sad and i don't know why it has given me so much impact. but i guess God has a better plan for you there.
I felt sorry for Chris, Nat and Tina
i wish i can tell them that you have been so proud over Nat that has went to special school for his talented gift and Tina for growing up into such a beautiful girl and of course Chris that has been there for u always
Doc, i just feel that you have been helping me a lot and there's nothing that i did in return for you besides that my doa that may your sould in peace there
i might be looked so harsh outside but i'm just a small little girl that you've known since my 20s till i am married with one daughter
ps : leceh update cerita sedih kat office coz sure meleleh and i can't help to hide it
