WARNING : entry ini merupakan kisah benar and akan di share with all readers by hoping the info could help you in the future. For new mommy-to-be. Bukan untuk menakut-nakutkan. It's a true facts story :)
Since smua dah tau i've on 2cm dilation for almost a month, akhirnya saat yang dinantikan telah tiba
on my last check up with my gynae on the 20 July, finally i've made some progress by 1cm so total bukaan is 3cm. Doctor expected me to be delivered by tomorrow.
Balik umah, relax cam biasa lagi..makan selagi boleh. Tapi dah noticed that ada sikit mild contractions. But since it was just a mild, so buat dunno je lah
Start 8pm, aku dah dapat rasa sakit yang lebih sket dari normal, it was 1 hour apart. Continued till midnite, which by that time, aku dah takleh nak tido. Contractions now semakin terasa as in half an hour apart. But still managed to watch a movie with my sis-in-law sambil meraba-raba perut .
Trying to get some sleep by hoping if i am really delivering the baby esok (21 July) hopefully i have enuff rest and energy. But cubaan untuk melelapkan mata gagal. Started at 330am, my contractions were 15mins apart. At this time, aku dah takleh tido. Dok mundar-mandir kat bilik tu menahan sakit. Dalam pale otak, still berpikir, should i go to the hosp now or later at dawn? So kejutkan hubby and told him to get ready, maybe we're off in 1hour time, which lepas subuhla
Tapi, sakit yang unbearable semakin terasa, ni takleh jadi. Aku pun mandi and get ready. Pester hubby to get ready skang gak, aku dah takleh tahan. Perut rasa nak tercabut. So we're off to Hosp selayang at about 5am+
Sampai hospital, muka dah berkerut2 tahan sakit. Jalan nak kene papah. Called Dr. Irish and he'll be here anytime. Meantime, I'm already in my baju bersalin provided by the hospital. Contractions were really strong. Takleh baring, prefer berdiri je. But nak amik baby heartbeat and CTG so have to baringla. Nurse said, yeah it's time based on my CTG yang cantik katanya...
Then puas menahan sakit sampai ke 7am, ada lady doc finally pecahkan the water beg. Nasibla tak tunggu Dr Irish, if tak sampai kul 9am menahan sakit. For me, the pain of waterbeg been broke tak sakit, tak terasa sgt. But the contractions pain was really getting intense after that. Puas aku bergolek2 kat atas katil tiap kali tahan contractions yang menyerang. Sakit sangat okay!! Inilah sakit yang paling2 sangat pernah aku rasa dalam hidup.
Okay, climax of the story. Ke dewan bersalin.
Aku tatau where is my hubby gone but for sure i need him right now. Sakit contractions ni really made me weak. Terasa seperti pinggang nak patah and perut nak tercabut. It is definitely 8kali ganda sakit from the period pain yang korang rasakan every month. Eventho aku nye period pain tak sakit tp yang ni memang teramat sakit. Bukan nak takutkan korang but it's my real experienced. Bila hubby dah kat tepi baru rasa kuat sangat. Kuat untuk go thru the real pain.
Yang bestnye keluar plak ayat ni dari mulutku while menahan sakit
" I taknak beranak lagi, not masa terdekat ni" . Hubby senyum sokmo je. Boleh?
Takleh tahan sakit, mintak epidural. Ye, aku bukan super woman yang boleh tahan sakit macam nak mati ni. Tapi yang bestnye the effect of this epidural berlaku while aku disaat2 nak meneran. Haiyo, mamai la jadinye. Tapi yang pasti, hubby siap cakap,
Tapi rasa cam lama je babyku nak kuar while the epidural dah mula effect. Nurse kat situ were very helpful. They bacakan doa for me and helped my baby to kuar. But somehow, i did not made any good progress so doc decided to used forceps to get the baby out, takut lemas or stress.And within 7mins, dalam keadaan mamai, i saw my baby in front of me and sekaligus nurse tanye
"emmilda, ni baby apa? Baby girl," jawabku..pastu aku penat. Sampaikan time doctor jahit kat bawah tu aku leh tido and takla rasa sakit sangat. So don't ask me how many stitches aku dapat yer
Now, aku dapat rasa camne sakit ibu yang melahirkan kita before this. And pengalaman bersalin ni, ikut luck masing2. Memang dari mula pregnant, aku berdoa yang aku tak nak stay at labor room lama macam separuh orang sehari baru beranak. Alhamdulillah Allah kabulkan doa ku.
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