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Cobaan pertama

Monday 10 Aug

Hajat di hati balik ampang nak amik my bro's car since he left for SG to work. Then adik kecik plak pakai.Tunggu till 11.30pm. Time nak amik , mak suh hantar adik pegi hospital since he's been fever continuously for 3-4 days despite being to the clinic, with his gastric. Pegi HKL, penuh as usual, then heading to Hosp. Ampang with Hubby helps. orang still ramai eventho it shows 1.15am. i cannot take it anymore so we both decided balik dulu then hubby come again to fetch them up. i am home at 3am!!esok keje. next day mak called and mentioned that adik admitted hosp. ampang for dengue. dang! i can't be there coz i'm on event for 2 days

Cobaan kedua

Selasa, 11 Aug

I went to KLCC banquel hall for CM official launching wt boss. While listening to the Deputy Sec Gen of MInistry Tourism talking, i've text to Ghadap and said lunch today have to postponed as i'm still here at 11.05am. and he replied ok. And this time which i'm a bit unsure whether i have put back my hp in my handbag which is next to me on the left or it's on mylap. And after 7mins, the Deputy had finished launched, all i know is that i am hungry for not having breakfast so we're heading to the refreshment table, not far just 200metres on the left corner of the hall.

After realising it within 7mins, i am straight heading to the seat and guess?it was gone. i ran through the whole seats with the helped of the banquet staffs but none. Boss said my hp is still ringing but alas, it's still on silent mode not helping eh. advised that to report to Security dept, i did and they shd revert. Meantime, no tears from me. I am redha and pasrah. It's my 2nd time. i still can acted as if nothing happen. BUt i have to walked all the way to Maxis to get my new sim card.ergh. results. i have no hp while tomorrow is my big event and ppl need to call me.hopeless feeling. i need my hubby :(

Cobaan ketiga

Wed 12 Aug

As mentioned, using my bro's car, Savvy while he's away. biase je. auto. Kwn dah advised parking kat Impiana KLCC kecik, for those tak biase be careful. By knowing me yang jarang bwk kete and usually drives in a normal road yg besar & straight je i find it nervous. And yet it's happening. nak naik ramp, kete belah kiri terciumla dgn tiang tu..skreeetttt. mak aih. rase nak nangis. i am indeed bile dah parked. my first time. of coz i mind.kete adik aku. baru 7 bln tuh.mampus! called hubby for an inspired words and courage.after dah istighfar baru boleh cool down sket.bende nak jadi. nak buat camne.kete tu adelah kene ketuk sket and to re-paint/spray.

then only i can do my work with peace without thinking much about what have happened. life has to move on. so esok leh keje with peace.bende nak jadi kan

Conclusion

herm, camnelah smuanye boleh terjadi. Dugaan sempena nak berpuasa, said my hubby. Maybe Yes and not. To test tahap kesabaran. Mood tgh swing coz nak period, all these is not helping me at all. nasib ade husband tercinta. pengubat luka.huhu

i have bought new hp, will posted it later. kinda cool :)