Tribute to him, Bakden B Solihin (my late father)

to some that knew this from my FB or not, sadly to inform that my dad passed away last Tuesday, 21st Feb 2012 due to a skin cancer at Singapore, 5.22am
The date also remarked that my HM is 19mo old. She has not met her dearly grandfather
Takpela, hopefully when she's up she'll be able to sedekah al-Fatihah to arwah


as some of you mentioned, Yes it was very sudden news. A shocked one too.
Imagine if korang at my shoes? and the saddest part was, i don't have the chance to meet arwah pun towards his last days, aku sempat menatap mayat arwah yang time tu kat hospital
Hanya mampu mohon agar dosaku diampunkan, dan makan minum ku dihalalkan


I hope you'll respect me by not asking details of the journey, on how, when, why and all.
bukan nak berahsia tapi lagi aku cerita kat korang, the more  memories and pains of losing him appeared to me. Let it be my own. cukupkla korang tau dia sakit cancer stage 4 which it's too late for him to recovered. Maybe to certain yang close to me knew how's the story


Walau hakikatnya aku tak kuat, tapi depan mak kena kuat jugak. coz if aku sedih she will be sad too. Kita kena redha that someday our loved ones will be gone, same goes to us. Almost everyone in shocked that he was fighting cancer coz he's sucha tidious and concerned person when it comes to his health. He has no history of diabetic, high blood pressure, colestrol etc. Tapi i think sudah tertulis di buku perjalanan hidupnya that his life span is only for 58 years. I believe Allah memang lebih sayangkan him and all of us Redha coz it was such unbearable pain that he had, which all of us agreed that to let him go.


Now kami 3 beradik dah jadi anak yatim.
In my next story, maybe i would like to share with you the hassle and journey that i've been through dealing with Singapore rules/authority.


Thank you so much to those who have expressed their thoughts and concerned.
Kita doakan moga arwah tenang disana, di tempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman dan diredhai selalu.