i am mean!!

semlm merupakan hari that i should say 'the day i'm trying to be mean to everyone'.
it started with these :-

TNT account- at work
we signed for express economy account but they charged us for global express charges.
been followoing up about this for the past 2 weeks and there's still no good explanation. they can only issued a credit note without telling me what's the fucking reason they been charging us that.
and until fucking time, i will wait for their reasonable explanation and pay the charges.

With my 'poyo' cousin
from talking about wedding gift suddenly she's becoming so paranoid on insisting me to hv a 'berinai' session for my wedding..' u gotta hv dat in ur wedding' n i was like 'hello, i know it's sort of in the adat but we dun have to/necessary to have that nowadays.' the she started to mcm mengungkit that my bertunang haritu was like 'tah ape'. and i did asked whats wrong wt that?
she said that i'm kinda don't hv a real preparation so to make it look more complete u need to do this and that. it was a bit disturbance for me so i seek for few others that had gone thru a wedding and they said It's not necessary!!
So i decided that i will stick to my plan and the decision on how to organize my wedding according to my way.that's my day and not others so mind ur own business. opinions are most welcome but it's still me who hv to decide on what is gonna be. i dun need other opinions who can add on more headaches to my family and myself. Moreover, i dun like this kinda of relatives that like to bitchy around about each other. we're in the family, so support each other instead of being the torn among the roses.

my other significant
was hoping that he could cool me down but no . he's like making it more worse. there's a time when i need you to be a good listener without any interruption and no opinions needed. i was spilling out all the disappointment i had but you're upsetting me instead. and how stupid do u think am i to do such thing that mentioned by u?am i dat stupid? end up we're in not talking terms now..i dunno for how long..just wait n see

do u think thats enuff for the day?well for me it certainly is.i can't just keep on being so mean.that is so not me.poking me is not a gud idea as i will the most mean-est person dat u can't think of..ngaaaaa