the headscarf updates

tadaaaa. i'm still here. alive :)
actually tulis blog must be persistent otherwise when you have stop writing about it for some time then rasa malas muncul (tapi sibuk baca org lain punye updates je)

I have finally decided to wear headscarf on bulan puasa haritu
i'm still a newbie, still learning to be a better muslim and slowly adapting myself
Alhamdulillah Allh permudahkan my urusan.
So now my shopping list has changed and so the wardrobe. buying more tudung/shawls now. Man, shopping (tak kira brg apelah)  is interesting. From to the mall itself/via online purchase or IG all of the tudungs are so nice yet cheap (some) - confession of a sort-a shopaholics (mild) hahah
Thanks to friends that has led me to the better ways in life and for sharing some tips/ideas on the headscarf. Very much appreciated for your support.

with founder SCFM

Loving tudung bawal now

at Aqil's befday - Sept

my raya 2013

our first raya with my new image- 2013

Jazakallah. Amin Ya Rab!

Gone

tahun 2013 ni macam tahun terima berita terkejut
mostly are sad news la
news yg i tak sangka sungguh

setiap kematian adalah pasti . but that's the fact kan

it's all first started when the former GM of Taman Negara passed away on the 1st Jan 2013
what a sad way to celebrate your new year
but i am truly blessed that we've managed to visit him and that property on oct 2012 after so much pestering from him to me and my boss
we spent that 3d2n well together
no internet, social activity etc except for important sms and calls

1st Jan, received news that he is gone. after the major operation sometimes in march-may 2012 that he went through to throw his colon cancer. He is recovering but still
as others said, when it comes to silent killer cancer and at stage 4, it's just on your luck to survive the next life

i cried for him :

and recently while everyone is busy celebrating our raya, that particular 7th August i have lost my deary friend and personal doctor Dr Bhavani which i used to call her nick as Dr B or Bunny as her other friends knew her

My lovely and attentive doctor which i knew since she's been at my work panel clinic way back 2005 onwards. Not only she's been very helpful as a patient-doctor relationship but she is willing to assist by advising onto your personal health and life. We continued keep in touch as she and family decided to move to Dubai for a change in life and career. And i got pregnant, and we continued emailing each other and updates our life phase so on. Through out my 9mo  pregnancy, she has been there for me to seek 2nd opinion advice.

And when they decided to move to OZ about 2 yrs back i think, we still in touch. Sometimes in FB too. She will  reply my email no matter how late it is. Tho we're miles apart but it feels so close to each other (sounds cliche?)

till my last email to her dated 7th July which she never replied me at all till 3weeks back.
Which i thought it is some kind of joke/prank email from her with titled : Join us in our mourning -__-

reading the email content has somehow made me think it was pure joking till i read thrice and let myself digest and accept that she is my favourite DR B that has gone away, forever.
i have no more personal doctor and friend that always be my side whenever i'm worried over my irregular periods, i have this issue and etc
my curiosity has been answered, she were in silent coz she was in massive car accident on 7th august when she's otw to work. as i heard from other docs that she had a massive  injured which left 50-50 chances.

Dr B, just want you to know that i cried like a little girl (that u used to tell me) and almost couldn't believed and accept the fact that you're gone. I am so sad and i don't know why it has given me so much impact. but i guess God has a better plan for you there.

I felt sorry for Chris, Nat and Tina

i wish i can tell them that you have been so proud over Nat that has went to special school for his talented gift and Tina for growing up into such a beautiful girl and of course Chris that has been there for u always 

Doc, i just feel that you have been helping me a lot and there's nothing that i did in  return for you besides that my doa that may your sould in peace there

i might be looked so harsh outside but i'm just a small little girl that you've known since my 20s till i am married with one daughter

ps : leceh update cerita sedih kat office coz sure meleleh and i can't help to hide it

Syawal 2013

few more days more to celebrate Syawal
cepatnye masa berlalu, sangat pantas speed runner. Tahun ni banyakla beno nak mengganti puasa nye. takpela, ada hikmah semua dugaan

Tahun ke2 without arwah bapak. Ah mentioned his name sure will shed a tears
tho dah biasa dgn ketiadaan beliau like before, but di bulan yg very holy and sayu ni
mmg terasa kehilangannya. Plus i'm not being a good daughter to him all this while, made me more sad. Takpela, dah berlalu and yang pasti, doa and kunjungan to his kubur will always be in my mind. *kesat air mata*

A whole new experience to me that i'm now fully berhijab.
started when HM turned three last 21st July, and i'm good with it
terima kasih di atas segala dorongan and guides from fellow friends
Lets pray that it'll be forever and moga kita menjadi insan yg berguna and sentiasa memperbaiki diri ke arah kebaikan

Di kesempatan ini saya mewakili my lil family, Amir and Hanna Mikaela 

would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

maafkan salah silap, terkasar bahasa, halalkan makan minum and segalanya

Kami beraya di ampang je this time and will always be around if sesapa nak drop by
Bila visit Zoo negara, ingatla rumah kami (hahahah tagline pulak)

The 3 years old

a belated birthday story of my gedik princess Hanna Mikaela

as last year, her birthday falls on this Holy month (21 July) and we have no reason to make it earlier thus celebrated it on the day itself is much better

"How old you Hanna?"

"3 ye ol" sambil tangan buat 4fingers

no words can describe how blessed and happy i am for having her in our life

vividly remembered 3yrs back when she was admitted in NICU for her pneumonia and was discharged on the birthday of ayah, 10days later.

i always believed that happens for a reason. That shows her now

such a cheeky yet clever, manja and hyper daughter

time flies and next year she's gonna be at pre-school. sob

happy but a bit emo of letting her go. 

can mummy just keep you, still?

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 and with that, i started to take a new step/changes in my life

moga segalanya dipermudahkan and ditetapkan selamanya

Amin. Thanks for your support

Krabi story #2 - island calling

day 2 continues

Breakfast with maggie cup and junks, and we are ready for our island trip
since kitorg ramai, so managed to get a package that provides a van for 3families
it's all ours haha

they picked us at our hotel and went for almost 30mins journey to the bay which we need to transfer to our boat. our package today is to went 3 island, poda, chicken and tah ape satu lagi. ni la akibat lama sgt nak update so dah tak ingat
tapi paling best lepak lama di poda island la
we lunch ala kadar je at one of the island, makan pun nasi goreng with telur dadar

This time HM did another milestone where we just let her in the sea water with her arm float as we knew she knows how to swim using her legs dah.
So gambo diatas ialah hasilnya
 Proud of her as she is brave and we glad introduced her to the sea water and fishes around. We want her to know that both her parents are the beach bummers and don't mind of getting dark and burnt skin teeeeheee. We just love water!

At poda island, palaing lama lepak here. i just lepak by the beach and HM play the sand. Sempat makan jagung bakar pun

best kan hari2 dapat relax by the beach and hear the sound of the waves. Wah!

The Krabi story

aiyo sorry for the overdue posted
but rather than nothing lemme just do a quick update

this is our annual trip for celebrating our yearly anniversary and this time at Krabi
i managed to get a cheap AA ticket RM420/3paxs including luggage bagaila. it was during the ZERO fair on april

We stayed at Mercure Krabi Deevana. Honestly been looking forward to be here as i've read so many good reviews about it. Plus, trying my luck and yes i got it, a cheap deal for the room. RM155/night no breakfast. I immediately agreed (using the industry rate)

Checked on the weather and it says its gonna be hot and dry so we packed our stuffs all on one big suitcase as it all were light clothes. This time we went with few families too. So in total were 4 families but we're the one staying at Mercure. But the distance was not that far than theirs. No hassle as we rent our motorbike while there

Arrived. Checked in. Impressed with the room. Simple and nice deco

After rest a bit so we decided to check it out the town. Weather was blazing hot

While we walked, managed to get a "tuk-tuk", but this time a pink color and it's not in norm size, so it fit HM's stroller too hahahha.

Aonang area is not that busy unlike Phuket. dah whatsapp Ucop to meet somewhere to discuss the next itinerary. while waited, mari makan sekerim

Don't worry about the connections as wifi are almost everywhere
See, Malaysia still kedekut in providing while this place like Krabi is so generous bagi wifi di merata tempat. pfft