Mission Mission

I have few mission in the list to be accomplished
and alhamdulillah 80% has solved, lagi 20% soon insya-allah
I am so thankful and glad that so far it went according to the plan
Rumah so far ok dah ada nak touch up sket2 je

moga dipermudahkan segala urusan after this and di murahkan rezeki selalu serta diberi kesihatan yang sempurna untuk meneruskan kehidupan

we're entering syaaban and afterthat Ramadhan. bulan puasa
saya ada 3more days to ganti, i know i can do it!

Jason Mraz new song

i'm so fascinates and in love with the lyrics
so touching and classy
and it's just a simple song
try listen to it

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

Up to Toe

actually kan tak tau apa nak tulis and update kat blog lately
rasa malas gitu and mood takde pun dtg nak bagi idea
but just wanna share and update la something


jadi orang pompuan ni, if can from up to toe, semua harus di jaga. not luaran je, innerside pun harus
when i was  single, it's more on the appearance matters
Shoes, handbangs, looks, dress up etc
Now sudah jadi mummy, in and out both has to be taken care off


i went for mani + pedicure once in 2 months. since i find it affordable if i took the RM388 package (6 session of mani+ pedi + 1 session of hands + foot spa thingy). my favourite spot is at D'Nail spa sg.wang (inside the Shopalot, yg depan starbucks sg wang tuh).


massage/spa for body - this one i do whenever i feel i need it or mmg dah letih and need a massage. for me i still prefer traditional massage rather than all this fancy one. Since sometimes i got free spa voucher at hotels, so i went la. if yang kena bayar punye tu so i will cari yg nearby my house area and affordable one. nowadays, there's a lot of spa yg offered affordable package. recently, i tried here Rug Gaya Spa. Open from Friday- Wednesday at 10am onwards. Thursday Closed. I took massage yg RM90 (traditional massage+scrub+sauna). best, terbaik. Tukang urut lak dari indon so mmg she urut best je. segala urat yg tersimpul serta angin di badan hilang. Others you may try
Tajrii Spa or if nak kat hotel can try Sompoton Spa or Energy Spa. All this i have personally done and experienced their services.


Facial for face - i had sensitive skin so i'm very particular with all the tools used at the facial place ni. and co-incidentally i found this CN beauty centre at Giant Supermarket kat Melawati. they used Dr Murad's products and no sharp tools for the face. they have their own tools yang mmg bukan jenis korek2/cungkil2 ur jerawat kat muka tuh. Plus the products are all made based from fruits extract, so if termakan pun safe. Their facial promotion can be as low at RM30 (like what i did last week with hubs). Memang complete with facial, scrub, shoulder massage, eye treatment. dekat pun dgn rumah and affordable. So mmg repeat customer kat sinilah


Moogoo for Hair - seldom buat treatment for hair, if can i want it to be natural jerk. But i went to derrick & team at ampang point for a hair cut or treatment sometimes. Harga berpatutan. My Hair stylist either Farah/Fida. Hubs went there too for his hair cut
and for shampoo i use the Moogoo 3step health care products (as what i've blogged be4). My favourite brand currently. deodorant pun using Moogoo now


Inner/supplement - bab yang ni slow sikit. dahla malas nak makan supplement (nasib boss provided Vit. C  so makanlah). other than that all based on my food intakes. Haritu budak kat Rug Gaya spa tu ada suggest suh makan jamu. aduhai ai ni mana reti mkn jamu etc, takut panas + rasa tak sedap so liat sketla. Tapi mymom mmg mkn jamu till now, alhamdulillah still fit and healthy. So she suggested minum air kunyit yg dah di blend with asam jawa sket, brown sugar and halia. To refresh body + aliran darah bagus/buang angin/sihatkan bdn. Arwah my dad mmg amalkan benda ni that's why he has no record of blood pressure, diabetic etc but dah tertulis ajal so pergila jugak.
Maybe i should try this and see how it works to my body since she said i look a bit pale and it's good for mothers yang dah deliver. healing process for the tummy pun bagus ni


if nak list out what others that should be taken care off, memang banyak. That's why orang selalu ckp pompuan ni high maintenance. Actually it depends on how we do the thing. Doesnt mean all benda yang mahal2 will work on you, ada jugak jenis yang suits with brg murah. So variety kan your choices. Ikut poket and needs memasing. Yang penting, we do this for our husband (those yg dah kawin) and for single ladies, it's for your own satisfaction.

Entering the 3series

update pasal own birthday dah long overdue

anyhow, yes i'm in the 3series club already
this year i had quite a fun time celebrating it


We went to Berjaya Redang Island Resort few days earlier.
Started with we missed the first boat, then have to wait for the next boat la jawabnye.
But once there, we forgot what had happened. Eventually all of us got so tired. Since 4am till 3pm tak tido lah. Dengan lapar, melekit panas and tak mandi, ngantuk semua hado


Ferry ride took almost 1hour. Once sampai bilik, ahh lega. Huge bed and nice room.
Surroundings abit quite and nothing much but staffs are friendly and service are good
Can't complaint much beside we've had some complimentary dinner from the GM :)


2nd day started with breakfast, then we're off to island hopping. RM75/pax and we have our own boat, tu yang best. tak bercampur with others. So nak stay at one spot lama mana pun takpe. HM had her first dip in the sea (with her life jacket of coz) then she decided to just stay in the boat, looking at the fishes. I managed to had a round of nearby snorkeling, seeing those beautiful corals and fishes in a blue clear water. ahh rindu snorkeling with fin and lepak pulau
Then off to marine park. kat sini relax a bit coz dah tak ramai org. cuaca pun panasla terik

Acara malam yang di nanti. Ke Long Beach and not LONG ISLAND ye aunty belon aida
paid rm55 for return boat trip. Departed 6pm and return 10pm.
But the return trip tu yang very teh adventurous and susah nak dilupakan.
Imagine waves a re quite big so it became a bumpy boat ride. All of us lenjun basah + sat depan kan. I must sat at first I'm quite nervous as there's no light, hanya bertemankan cahaya bulan je, eceh.

But by looking at HM that so cool and sort of enjoying it, i pun acted cool gakla
but i was hoping and praying that all of us arrived safely and the 20mins journey felt so long pulak. At one point, the boat at 10km/h kot coz waves are big so if meredah terus lagila tercampak kot kitorg ni, so go slow


Finally sampai bilik, mandi lagi hahahahha. semua masin dah


and the departure day has come. pack and go. 
reached the mainland, we went foods shopping to pasar payang. kopok lekor, serunding semua di borong. reached home at almost 11am. roads was equally good. 


kinda celebrated my 3oth birthday, the way i want it.
great trip, good accompanies and i'm blessed for that. Syukur alhamdulillah

Good bye Pacifier

i'm a proud mummy
that Hanna Mikaela has finally stopped having paci at 21mo.


but first, lemme stress that NOT ALL baby that has pacifier ada gigi jongang or ke depan hokay. Tak semua nya begitu. so stop for having that perceptions. 
every parents has their own reason to do that and just hope and pray that one day, the baby/toddler will stop having that. Tak payahla nak bagi komen or remarks yg tah pape. Just shut your mouth if you dont have nice things to say


So , her paci koyak, a good reason to give her to stop paci
"puting koyang, dah buang" then she's OK
adelah sometimes she asked for it, but bagi je reason tu ok she diam
beside, we've been practising not to give herpaci at daytime, only time tido about 1-2mo ago. i think she's get used to it dah so it's not a drastic changed la


Told my mom and my MIL to stop giving her too at their place


Now, she just minum susu pastu campak botol and tidooooooo :D


Congrats HM!!

Her story at 21mo

she's 21mo already. YAY!

and very the talkative now, sometime i penat nak handle her alone. she will messed things, throw foods everywhere and now dah pandai nak demand this and that
at times, we had fun looking and watching her playing by herself, reading something sambil mulut terkumat kamit, she likes to be looked good. everytime cakap "Hanna cantik" je she sure tersengih sorang, pastu want show herself to ayah sambil cakap
 " Ayah, hanna tantek"
And she likes to talk in front of the mirror, sambil baca "berita". i call it berita coz she will cakap tah pape dlm senafas tu. korang should see her in the video, memang kelakar. Rasa nak tampo2 je mulut dia tu


She dah pandai cakap now.
"hanna nak pakai shoe, nak jalan"
"nak mamam star (honeystar)"  " moon tantek" "mana wan/atok/mummy/ayah"
"nak wiwi (tv)"

Told you before that we trained her to say please, thank you and sorry kan
now she have the please if she wants something. especially on iPad, very the efficient say  "nak ipad pis"
kekadang sakit hati jugak bila kita marah or pukul her hands/legs she will buat tatau je. macam takde effect on her at all.
and lately ni she has the phase of nak berkepit je. Sket2 mummy, "kasit (sakit)" pun nak mummy, takut pun nak mummy and everytime before tido mmg for sure nak mummy.
There's a time that i was travelling, hubs had to calm her down coz before tido tu asyik nak mummy je


if lagu Twinkle Little Star and Insya-allah it's like her rhymes everyday.
Dah hafal and siap sang it everyday without fail. Sampai kekadang have to stop her coz bising sgt, tak dgr satu hape ape kita cakap.


With her, i have to find baju yg A size or lebar tang kepala coz apparently she had big tummy and head. banyak t-shirt tido tak muat and for that, i have to find a bigger shirt.
Kasut now pun dah pakai size 5-6. need to get her new Havaianas shoe, nasib KLCC ada bukak dah, if not have to ke Pavi. Kasut budak je rm60-70 hokay, so mahal. Tapi Havaianas is her first shoe eversince she started to walk and comfy on it, so we might buy a new one for her.


Foods- alhamdulillah, she's not a picky eater. She ate almost everything. Ice cream, junk foods (bagi sikit je), biskut, nasi, pasta etc. smua masuk je mulut. She jenis yang banyak minum air so i'm not that worried of dehydration but when she fall sick, memang akan monitor her. So ar her intake are still OK and nasib suka makan ubat lately. Takdela nak kena pakse je. So struggling tau

Sometime, when the time we want to train her somethingla we as a parents kena ada hati kering sketkan. Kene firm and determine on something. Tapi being a mother that has seen her grow from a baby till now, memang takleh hati kering sgtla.
There's a time her hangin datang, she taknak sit in her carseat, nak suh bukak je. Ada journey haritu from KL to Seremban, she can insisted nak bukak the carseat jugak sambil nangis2 and cakap " nak bukak pis", repeated. And myhubs siap scolded her and she nangis dah sampai teresak- esak siap ckp again "mummy bukak plis", aiyo i can't stand that la.
 It's like she's begging me so hard. Muka dah merah2 tu. tho hubs scolded me not to fall for her trick but i can't. So atlast aku jugakla yang bukak the carseat. and guess what? I've cried after that. Coz kesian tengok HM nangis sampai begging me mcm tu.
Guess, we mother have that moment and feeling kan :(