a song for him

Tercipta Untukku

Artist: Ungu

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

Darling, hope i can play this at our Big day nanti.. :)

the changes after a new phase

11 may onwards, m officially amir's. i'm proud to be that infact, n amir, lgla terlebih excited than me
keep on smiling from the day we bought the ring till now.guess he's a bit stunned that finally we're officially tied. lately ni he's been so manje with me..sayang this and that
then now lgla..'hi tunangku..oh nak kuar nnti kene ajak tunang...saya syg tunang saya' blablablas he
he's happy..so happy. i know that. thanx to u dear for make this happened. u have ready to be a leader and hold a responsibility.

as for me, m not dat nervous. just to be more careful on whatever i will be doing and said now. need to be on positive side, think rationally n not emotionally. need to start surveying the bridals boutique, caterer, invitation cards..etc..lots to be prepared ni..n most important..kene ade duit gak. without that..it's impossible to have all these

Strength
Strength is a card of courage, determination and inner might. You are in a position to deal with whatever comes your way. You have reached a position of influence and no longer need to force your beliefs upon others. You are aware of the temptations that exist, but your ability to resist them is strong. Be careful not to take advantage of your power or risk becoming abusive and destructive. Listen to your inner voice and trust your instincts.

thats my cards wise said in the facebook. maybe there's a right on that.should listen to my inner inner voice as that is the best options.

to darling, i hope we can make this work. we need to be together in everything. i know that both of us are serious and ready for this.just counting till the big Day aite..off now

11th may 2008- the sweetest day in May

Mothers day, a day to be celebrated by all mummies in the world
For my mom, thans for everything from the A-Z.u were there when we needed you.there's no one else i could asked for to replacing u..Mmuahhh

come to the part where i should say the excitement begins.
it's my engagement day la..salutes to all my aunties, uncles and cousins for be there and helping around.to be frank yes i do nervous but i'm stable..haha
it all went smoothly and alhamdulillah. thanks to those who have wishes me for the new title i'm holding on.another step higher aite.thanx to dad for make it too

The bling2 is just a plain one.no fancy, my choice :p
i was hoping to get a 'real&big' one later...haha darling get ready.
The big day insya-Allah by first quarter of next year. dun worry, cards will be flying to ur mail box

will update more on the pics..pending due to the photog la..daa

another reason to be happy

it was bright outside, which is what i need to sweat myself thou :)

meet up my bf again.but today was a bit special, i thought. as he has something for me..a small surprised. but be4 that we're off to K4 wangsa maju, damn pack n its warmed.i need a/c to kewl myself.but it's kinda rushed as i can't exactly do the thinking with hundreds of ppls in here.grabbing for their foods, drinks etc..and here it comes the surprised part

once we're at the right point and i started to smiling all the way. i knew it this is gonna happen, just a matter of time.yes dear, need you to come clean.need that from u.even tho i've been puzzling myself about it but it's all worth waiting.finally i can see we're at the right track to another step in our life.

he bought a house for us :) it' s not a semi-detached nor condo but fair enuff i must say that at least there is something for us to stay n grow our kids later.i dun really mind if we have to start from the bottom as long we're together all the time but i think as a becoming leader in the family, i think u know what is the best for your family rite sayang? and i should be proud of u to have that kinda thinking and responsibility.

there's nothing else i could ask from u.just an eternity love, insya-allah. thanx :)

movies in cinema

m here again after a while..sorry for the delayed. a bit tight wt works n others.

JPB (jgn pdg belakang) VS Congkak..erm, went to watched it last weekend with frens at pavy. the advert was so like horror giler but then..a bit disappointed
professionally agreed wt few others that JPB was more better n detailed than Congkak..
this time, ahmad idham's movie was not that' menjadila' , should try it again bro

Enuff of that, lets talk about Iron man, the awaiting movie for all guys out there.
it was truly amazing.i mean everything except we need the action part morelah (where the bad guys fighting with the iron man- sorry i just dunno what's the bad guy name, m not into this kinda thing guys..)..and Gwyneth Paltrow, after a while been 'missing' and she's back with this fantastic movie.a brilliant indeed. GSC was packed because of this movie beside it's on Labour Day..so everyone is out to chill.

I'm kind enuff to give 7 stars out of 10...so dun wait and check out this movie ..:)

Queen control?

semlm dia suh aku dgr hot.fm hot chat pagi tuh..was wondering, wat's so interesting?oo rupe2nye topic for pagi tu is queen control..indirectly hinting to me?

then when dgr fafau n fbi bebel wt all the callers, it's all been answered. there's one caller shared this :-
'ramai org ingat saya ni control husband while the fact is not. since we're working at the same company n he's my staff, i have the right to be order this and that.but bile balik umah, m still his wife, doing the housekeeping..cooking and treated him as my husband'

another lady said this :-
'maybe mase bercouple and till tunang i abit control mybf, but after kawin i let him go..meaning, saya tak sekat his kebebasan, he's free to go anywhere.maybe because i felt that we're a pair now n i shd trusted since his my husband. but then now my hubby plak tanak kuar umah, like to spent his time at home'

while this is from a men's opinion :-
'maybe for pompuan2 ni takyahla nak control2 sgt, coz men will a bit rebel n irritated when they've been control, just trust us'

for me, no matter what other ppl's assumption towards me, i dun care coz if they ever think dat i'm such a queen control to my other half, let them be. i have my own reason of doing that.i've learn from mypast n will not repeat that again. sometimes we have to do that. there's no such thing as a jealous, queen control or whatso everla...
it's up to ourself to decide whether u've been control or not..n u hv to stand for ur own right.
tade ape yg jadi kat dunia ni without reason..cume anatara kite tau and sedar ke tak
we have to paham our partner camner..n vice versa

so takyahla nak judged orang while we're not perfect either...*sighing*